Hope you're doing ok irl. I never assume a famous busy person will read comments, but for some reason, I think you'll read this because you'll feel the energy drawing you to it. I'm a 24 year old black woman from brooklyn, INFP, 4w3. I'm not like most of the people who I see write to you on here, who pretty much have to put you on a pedestal because of the extent of your gifts: your obvious intellectual genius which places you among a tiny sliver of the population, or your extrasensory and intuitive abilities, which are truly extraordinary and rare.
I've never commented on your stuff before but I think I'm one of your *kind* if you will. Most empaths think they've experienced the height of isolation and resistance to their beingness. They haven't. You have, from day one. With the kind of gifts you have, that isolation and resistance is on a whole nother level. i understand. All I want to tell you today is that the reason you have all these haters is because you are a female genius in a world that shits on gifted people let alone gifted women. To me, you represent the antidote to the sickness of modern life in the matrix, everything you stand for. You are a beacon of truth and light, not fake false light, real light, the kind it takes lifetimes and courage to excavate. You are love itself, with all your wounds and scars. You also are a huge mirror to anyone you come into contact with , and probably trigger people without trying? Just with the brightness that you have from painstakingly turning on so many lights inside you? This is my situation too. I didn't understand it until later, so I hated myself and wondered why I was off putting to some people. Meeting you online helped change my life. I just want to say that all the haters are just terrified by how you can see right through them like glass. That is scary. You are so much stronger than them and they see all that they are not in you. You being emotionally open and raw triggers people whove built their entire psychological structure around inauthenticity which is interpersonally NORMAL in this sick world. You can not only see through them but you are literally magical, there is something *about you*....so foreign in this world that it scares people because that is the extent to which they have forgotten themselves...
People would rather attack you for it then do the hard inner work to go find their own magic. Also I think there is hyperdimensional interference right now, coming through weak links to try and trip up lightworker types who are powerful but I feel they are getting madder because their time is short, for some reason.... I just wanna say that I'm also a genius and deal with haters, jealous women, men threatened in my industry by how quickly i'm rising. you rose pretty fast too. im sure there is so much jealousy and misplaced rage too because you are hot! I also look like a model, size 0 and clearly extremely talented, and combined with being a genius with rare spiritual abilities it can actually make you really hard to *swallow* for lots of people without even trying...idk if that happens to you... I dont know, I just feel like I *knew* you at some point, like you're one of my homegirls and you *get it* and it makes my lifelong, deeply painful isolation and my haters more easy to deal with. I love seeing how you process your shit and you don't write stupid spiritual platitudes, you really wade into the thick of it WITH us like a spiritual bad ass. Your agility with understanding and deprogramming the human psyche is something no mainstream or new age therapist or healer can touch with a ten foot pole right now btw and thats coming from a young woman who is obsessed with psychology and modes of therapy and healing, I have spent years researching and learning. I wish I could learn and heal under you irl, college bored me so I left and now seek engagement with great minds outside of the academy. Anyway: you are bringing something NEW and at the same time ancient to the world but the enormity of you will eventually shake off the attacks of your haters like a large beast shaking off arrows that scraped the skin. I think I'm channeling rn woah...perhaps some people NEED to fight against some godlike figure (not to pedestal you but you are kinda christlike, and i mean that in the realest most down to earth way possible lol, i believe the christ energy is something attainable) but yeah where was I: some people might need to come at you, denying your divinity by projecting shadows at you, in order to realize the way they attack and deny their own divinity and try to snuff their own light......also....you know how in middle school, sometimes the kids would not sit with 'the loser' and would bully him? its because the loser embodied all the things the other kids wouldnt face. but the loser always comes out in the end, and sadly lots of modern adults haven't grown past 7th grade, haha. In the end teal it is YOU who will win out by continuing to stay in a place of love. I don't think your mind is gonna come up with the best solution. You could sue, sure. Respond to every attack with an expert comeback which would be relatively easy for you especially since your haters do not seem overly intelligent. Maybe that is a very practical idea and its masochistic to let this continue. But maybe the solution is to win the race with love, and once the haters start falling on their way to the finish line, overcome by the rage of their forgotten shadow figures, they wont have ANY time to come at you anymore. I think more rewards are coming than it seems right now but i dont think the path they will take to reach you can be configured in the mind at this point, just speaking freely from intuition. but you're way smarter than me so what do i know. also....it took a lot of discernment for me to not believe your haters. but im glad because it actually sharpened my discernment skills and pushed me into really really considering who i listen to and got me to listen closer to my intuition about you. teal tribe might be a little smaller but its more composed of people who are *there* and can actually benefit from your teachings. and if someone cant even discern your light for themselves, they are too cut off from self/source to continue following you ANYway. Perhaps they got to a certain level where they need to feel betrayed or duped or lost, before coming back into consciousness without projecting shit onto you. Maybe you are playing as big a role to them as you are playing to the people who actually do get it and appreciate it, in some fucked up way. maybe this is all part of something bigger and you will still have a great career, except it will not be based on hype in the slightest, you'll have a community that really rallied around you for the right reasons and can really benefit, not just take up mad space around you and energy from you.
anyway you are killing it with multiple successful careers and you are my biggest role model because I can't find many tbh. I have a weird feeling that soon, things will shift and cut us and all those like us, a break. Love to you, sister. I hope to one day be in a tribe w folks like you.