Oh my goodness, this breaks my heart to read .You are so so brave beautiful Teal, I so agree with you about this very delicate subject. When I struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts and did try a couple of times , there was absolutely no where ot no one to go to the darkest time of my life.Several years later when I heard about you and your knowledge about this subject nobody wants to talk about , everything fell into place for me and I only felt sad I had no contact with you way back, it would have helped me immensely. Dear Teal , from the bottom of my heart THANK YOU. If I can support you in any way please me know.We are more that love and appreciate you than the haters and those who slander. So happy you are coming to Stockholm this fall looking forward to seeing you in IRL I love you. Sending blessings and love from Stockholm .