I feel like I need an Ayahuasca experience. I've tried so hard to make sense of the way I feel and the thoughts that I think, but it's become exhausting. I've tried 'just being' with myself and letting go of my worries, but they always come back. I practice the completion process, but have so much self-doubt, I often wonder if I'm really making a difference. I hate that I feel like I need to seek something outside of myself to truly understand my inner universe, but that is the reality of where I am at. I'm hoping to find more awareness someday soon.
Thank you for sharing, Teal. You continue to be such an inspiration for me.