Teal,
THIS is the biggest topic that occupies my mind and debilitates my life and relationships. I can see your pain in not being able to have the answer. So, of course, it is the topic and question I want answered more than anything else that I could think to ask you, so it makes me laugh. Ugh.
I will try to have faith that the answer will come and take the pressure of it needing to come through you as a vessel. (Which is hard because I LOVE the way you explain EVERYTHING!)
Once the answer is discovered, I am pretty certain it will become my personal life's work to help others with it b