my gratitude to all the brave beings who got up on stage to illuminate the shadow selves in us viewers that desire awakening at this time. i feel when i watch these videos an elucidation coming to my physical body, to my breath, to my eyes, a connection to others that is new for me. i am getting over feeling isolated. i am seeing others be authhentic and its something i have been praying for. i always knew in my heart that other ppl are troubled even more than i am but i am actually lucky because mine is more at the surface whereas other ppl it is so subconscious that they are not even aware something is wrong. it looks like i am wrong bc i am crying and "not coping" but the truth is that my "falling apart" is my gift because it shhows i am moving towards what is true for me whereas for many others are not even close to acknowledging that there is so much more to possibility than meets the eye. whoever said unicorns do not carry blood on the points of their horns has not seen a real unicorn.