Anxiety24

I always find myself in situations where there is a problem, and I'm instigating that problem, but then I can't fix the problem because I don't want that problem anymore, but don't want to escalate anything; in short, I either stay there like a coward and wait until the last possible second, or I wait a bit and then fix the problem.

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Help take care of my family's needs (help my sister with mental health) (help with hospital funds from dying family & honorary family members) Find time for myself (focus on managing my chronic conditions, GAD, trauma, and more) (get myself tested for ADHD & Autism & Depression & Asperger's) Give back to the Barbara Bush Children's Hospital for saving my life, and Maine General in Portland for taking care of me so many times (I was born prematurely at 1.5 lbs. And nearly died a few times. I've dealt with quite a few health problems since I was young, and most of the time, I was well cared for. They made very few mistakes.) Travel with family to familial countries aka countries where parts of my family come from: Puerto Rico, Spain, Portugal, England, France, Scotland, Ireland, (Dad's side); Germany, France, (Mom's side) Check up on Sam's family (Sam was a fellow student and Civil Rights Team member whom passed away from complications related to his dissabilities; he was a light in the dark) Help people in need (Mental Health, Homelessness, Hunger, Dissability, Abuse, Neglect, etc.)

I am afraid of many things, but they all wrap up into humanities greatest fear; the unknown. - dying before my time (death in general) - deep water - Things lurking in the dark - heights - certain movements (spinning & tilting rides, roller coasters, etc. ) The posts I'm quoting below sum it up for me.