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  1. Vick1

    Change Your Name?

    I never thought about that question actually. But the first thing that came to my mind is "Aurora" which feels really beautiful to me because it reminds me of aurora borealis.
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    Taking Requests

    Hi there, thank you for this opportunity! First of all, I love your updates so far! Especially following you around your days and trips and also - especially since this whole pandemic situation - the collective shadows and daily energies. What I like to learn more is how to be more embodied. I have a hard time being in my body and feeling it, caused by (as we all know..) childhood trauma. Maybe you can teach us more about: - what daily routines can we use to become grounded, stay grounded? What do you do to do so? - what would you recommend, what supports feeling the body more/connecting with it (herbs, foods, crystals, breathing techniques, sports) - what is the difference between being in physical pain because of trauma and being in physical pain because of trauma is being released? How can I recognise the difference between helping my body and hurting it? Thank you and big hugs from germany
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    The Tea Room

    Wow, thank you! Absolutely beautiful
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    Enmeshment Trauma

    Oh wow can´t wait for it! Thaaank you
  5. Vick1

    Christmas Village

    100% agreed! I recently watched a video made by Jonna Jinton on youtube. She loves 2 things the most: Mountains and Ice. She lives in Sweden and oh my gosh this video reminded me sooo much on Teal and what she loves, it was almost scary There is also a scene in the video - a sunrise - and there are exactly those colors! Blueish/gray and orange/yellow. So magical. I can really recommend this video to everyone who loves the winter/snow time! Have a great time everyone
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    Looking Forward To

    Something I integrated in my daily routine that really helps me and is absolutely predictable is: grab a cup of coffee/tea, put on comfy and warm clothes and take the time to watch/feel the sunrise every morning. Take as much time as you can/feels good to arrive in the day, search for things you can see/hear/smell/feel that are uplifting in that moment. Breathe in the fresh air/energy, connect with the earth, connect with the arriving day. It´s a small thing, it helps me to ground myself, calm myself, arrive in the present day and sometimes it is absolutely magical I started this a week ago and I already notice that every night when I go to bed, I really look forward to this ritual and I feel excited about it. I think it also works with the sunset.. Maybe this can help you too
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    This Is A Sign

    Wow thats intense! I feel a deep urge to question everything I am/like/dislike the last couple of weeks. So intense that it feels like I am literally sick of extra baggage that isn´t even me. So I started sorting out things in my environment that aren´t true to me. I recognised there is a difference between "I like something" vs. "I like something AND this is really me". What I mean by that is just because I like for example bright colors in someones house doesn´t mean that I necessarily like to live in such a house. I never questioned why I like things. Most of the time I like things from other people because I like those people. Not because those things would fit to my frequency but I adapted them nevertheless. And also I startet questioning the true base of my relationships, especially those who don´t feel like a real authentic connection. What occured to me is: it´s no wonder that I have destructive/hurting relationships if I am switching into an inauthentic (protector) part of myself to stay safe the second someone who feels unsafe to me enters the room. So I need to work on these patterns/wounds. Yeah.. so, lots of stuff to sort out recently. And signs all over the place and lots of blockages whenever I go in a direction that isn´t true anymore.
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    What's Your Landscape?

    My favourite place would be a very old huge forest with giant trees and lots of moss. Maybe a River that runs through it. This to me feels comforting, cloaking, deep, ancient, wise, communicative, calm, eternal, in harmony with everything.
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    Congratulations from nearby Munich! You two glow, wow
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    Feeling Supported

    I feel the most supported by people accompany me. Whether by giving me space/room while I express my emotions (instead of abandon me or gaslight the sh** out of my mind) or accompany me to people, places, etc... so that I don´t get so overwhelmed and tense that I disasociate. I never had that as a child, my parents were all caught up in themselves and I had to function or sit still like a doll which lead to constant dissociation in me and a very anxious mindset. Fortunately I found my partner 3 years ago and he acutally loves to accompany and "protect" me like a shield. So now I can relearn to explore things without complete overwhelm and blackouts.
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    Teal Caught Red-Handed

    Hahahaaa cuuuute! Have a good time
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    I could watch this all day long. So soothing
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    Completion Process Trick

    Nailed it. That´s actually a theme in the wounds I am currently working on (or resisting to work on..) I realized lately that the reason why my resistance or my anger escalates so fast sometimes ist because the main problem was that I was punished for showing pain/sadness/fear/you name it because it was not okay to react at all to what my caregivers decided. Thank you for reminding me about this question I am sure it will help me
  14. Thank you *sob* Teal. Your words always call something deep inside of me and I am grateful for that.
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    What overwhelms me today is the amount of things I want/need to do vs. my low energy level. Im on my period right now and it really feels like winter time in my body. Tired, slow, all focus is in my womb. And the things I need to do now for example in the garden/with the family etc. overwhelms me.

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