Right now everything. Lack of faith, laziness, procrastination, self sabotage, self criticism, hopelessness, victim mentality, all chakras unbalanced, complete disconnect from self (zero interest in self discovery, self improvement) and the universe out there. almost total apathy. vast , gaping emptiness of void inside. Like a black hole that sucks all light in. Nothing stays. Its like i reverted back pre-awakening. I say things, I know them to be true in my mind, but I feel empty inside as I say them. Like im just repeating things. I dont really believe them anymore. I miss the openness and pure belief I had when I first woke up.