is it normal to don't know who you are anymore after integration? assuming you gave all those parts the occasion to talk.. there was a feeling of more awareness and more clarity, but couldn't define who am i after that neither what i desire, i could stood where i am for years with no need to do anything,
is this a trick of ego making me think i actually did the work but i didn't ? or a kind of a resistance or more suppression ? how can i know please if i integrated or only allowed to the lazy me to surface ?