I really want to solve the riddle of why I am here, what my purpose is essentially. The word that comes to mind when I think of my negative life imprint is 'unsafe'. And so I feel like I need to feel 'safe' on all levels, mentally, emotionally, physically and financially. Im still walking the path of trying to discover what 'form' that will look like in my life. Perhaps that's my problem...I'm expecting it to look like something obvious and specific, like a job or something, as opposed to something more subtle.
I know I'm on the right path though otherwise I wouldn't even have been a vibr