I envy some of my former collegues, who weren't as good as I, yet still advanced their careers, while I was waiting for love and wasted incredibly amounts of money, time, as well as a good portion of my health. I ve harmed myself for someone. That person didn't bother enough to stop it. Now, I m f*d. Well, that's really unfair. I envy those people, who didn't had to struggle like I did. Teal says, you gotta be willing to struggle. I envy those, who didn't struggle like I had to.
EDIT: Forgot the second part as well. So, what can I do. Pretty much concentrating on gettig my career going no