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    I would advise myself to calm down. Much of the perceived danger in this situation is actually merely in my head.
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    I'm not doing my work, because I've no one to pay for it and no one noticing it right now, even though it's important.
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    Asking professors to support my work financially. Because of shame and fear, they wouldn't or can't.
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    The pain of being alone. The pain of not really living. The pain of self-hate. The pain of nostalgia. The pain of loss. The pain of failure. The pain of being abused.
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    I notice, when people are dishonest. I notice, when they are authentic. I notice when people are unreasonable/ irresponsible. I notice, when they are reasonable/ responsible.
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    That I can control people by reason and evidence.
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    I want them to be impressed by my knowledge & abilities.
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    Writing my master thesis.
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    Reasoning I guess.
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    Being loved.... Wow, sounds so stupid. What has this to do with success at all? I mean, I see how having a wife is a sign of success (success in the realm of dating), but how is being loved by itself a sign of success or lack thereof? If this is my subconscious definition of success, then we've got a problem. It makes my success depending on other people, in this case on a specific stupid person.
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    There aren't many vacant jobs in the field, I'm looking for. I will probably don't get a job, since it's highly competitive and I didn't get a 1,0 as a grade. And the other thing I cannot accept fully, is that I don't have an alternative. That's the career for me. Either that or nothing.
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    Make others responsible for what they did.
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    I envy some of my former collegues, who weren't as good as I, yet still advanced their careers, while I was waiting for love and wasted incredibly amounts of money, time, as well as a good portion of my health. I ve harmed myself for someone. That person didn't bother enough to stop it. Now, I m f*d. Well, that's really unfair. I envy those people, who didn't had to struggle like I did. Teal says, you gotta be willing to struggle. I envy those, who didn't struggle like I had to. EDIT: Forgot the second part as well. So, what can I do. Pretty much concentrating on gettig my career going no
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