What do I not want others to know about me?
That I have not got my life together after 50+ years!
That I live in isolation because of fear of abandonment.
That I get so angry and depressed I want to die.
That I have deep mistrust and anxiety around men.
That I feel stupid and uneducated academically and emotionally.
That I desperately want help and support but am too scared to ask for fear of being deemed weak and dependant.