I am on a perm. Vacay now. But, while working full time for so long, I did go on “vacation” but it was to discover new places with grps I resonated with, and still do to an extent. In very early life my family went on vacation, to experience life in a different environment each summer, which from what I remember was fun and a good thing to look back on.. I guess we really are here to discover new stuff we desire.