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Olivia Bell

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  • Birthday 07/19/1978

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  1. I need help, 'cause from both following Teal's content, and also being punished so effectively in life anyway, I've been pretty scared away from Spirituality 101 stuff. Abraham Hicks, etc.-oh, you better watch it w/that spiritual bypassing! So I get super confused & scared. When am I "allowed" to go after what I want? I mean, without some horrible demonic thing coming after me? 'Cause it really feels like they do. Olivia is not allowed. She can have little crumbs here & there, but not the real deal. Not a real LIFE. Nope. I don't want to feel this way, but I do.
  2. Awareness is fine w/me. The only time it's ever hurt me is when somebody used some truth to intentionally hurt me in the past. But I like awareness. I just feel powerless a lot. Alone a lot. Need a lot of sessions w/ a CP. Need money. Need connection, but most of you-at least so far-are *flakes when it comes to connection. Yeah, I'm frustrated with you. I've BEEN frustrated with you. And yes, I know, you=me=you=me. You. Me. Whatever. And again, I need regular, twice a week sessions w/a CP. And again, I need money. And again, and again, and again. Fuck.
  3. Lemme guess, trauma? Yup. Trauma. Heard it. You've said it before. More than once. Got it. It's just a way to preemptively manage what's coming, from whatever dangerous person(s) you grew up with, & voila, an empath is made. I got it. Thanks.
  4. Olivia Bell

    "Let Go" Day

    I never feel like I'm in sync with the collective, with these greater Universe updates. I feel more alien than alien.
  5. Olivia Bell

    Change Your Name?

    Lira. I'd rather it be spelled Lyra, but people would pronounce it like "Lie-rah", and that's unacceptable. It's "Leer-ah". So I'd spell it Lira.
  6. Olivia Bell

    Judgement Sigil

    Wish I could ask to discuss the difference between a judgement and a boundary. Been watching long enough to know a boundary is a preference. Teal likes coffee coconut milk icecream. Her example of a boundary. But a judgement can come with a boundary, and also be confused for one. My friend invited me to a party, and that came up as a "No" for me, so I didn't go to the party. That "No" was a preference, a boundary. But often, maybe most of the time, a preference, a boundary, comes with a judgement as well. Not only do I not want to go to the party, I also know the people that will be there are not interested in talking about spirituality or anything I find interesting. They just want to be petty and judge people's outfits or whatever, and flirt, and show off and get wasted. 'Cause that's what happened the last time I went to a party with these people. So fuck that-a judgement. There's often a real aversion to something, a push away, going on when you honor a "No" boundary. But then sometimes it can just really be a judgement you are confusing for a boundary. Like, you get a false impression of someone, that maybe they are like the jerks I just described at the party, so when you run into them, and they invite you to get coffee with them, you decline because you think they are like their friends-'cause you're judging them by their friends. Your boundary, your preference is, "I only want to have coffee with people who like deep, curious, spiritual conversations." The judgement, in my scenerio, where you say "No" to this person's invite, is you're assuming they are incapable of it, because you think they're superficial. You're judging, but you think you are simply honoring your boundary. There's often a mixed vibration, or a confusion in what is really going on, when we make these kinds of choices. It'd be cool to talk about these two distinct things, a boundary vs a judgement, some more.
  7. I can be mad the rest of my life about the fuckin sugar plums. Lol But I will never not be in awe There's just no one better at this than you.
  8. Olivia Bell

    Taking Requests

    I'd like you to clear up what was going on with posting and promoting the Vermont Country Store Sugarplums in December of 2019, that really gaslit me and a few others. Those things aren't vegan. So, I'd like you to talk about it. Even if it's just to say that you just consciously DECIDED to eat this non vegan treat, because you wanted it that badly, that would be better than just acting like it was totally normal, & there was no gaslight to that particular Daily Update, when there definitely was. You have been very vocal about being vegan, and at a certain point, even asked all of us who follow your content to watch Earthlings. So, yeah, that Daily update of you talking about Vermont Country Store Sugarplums, and how much you love them was really upsetting. Bern needing you to address that for literally over a year. And obviously, I'm still here, because I still deeply value your content. It didn't cause me to throw the baby out with the bathwater. So, it would help me if you'd just talk about it. Thanks.
  9. Olivia Bell

    For Yourself

    Eating mostly organic, non GMO foods-always vegan:) Taking my supplements and doing the PEMF everyday, to treat my Morgellons. Exercising. Singing. Dancing. Finding positive things to watch-to make me laugh, or teach me something, or yeah, just entertain me:) Reaching out to the people who most understand me when I need to. *Crying. K. That's all for now;)
  10. Olivia Bell

    One Virtue

    Uhh, true empathy. Pretty much takes care of all concerns.
  11. Olivia Bell

    Family Shadow Side

    I've actually been MORE than willing to look at my family and say to myself, *and often them too: "Uhh, yall is FUCKED UP." What I need is where to go from there. I've got all of Teal's books. But this loneliness (yes, I have The Anatomy of Loneliness book too) is making it such that NOTHING I do-whether it's to do with building a career, or healing myself-is WORTH it to me. Why? Because I'm ALONE. I don't care about having a career if I'm still alone. I don't care about my healing if I'm alone while I'm doing it. Who cares about success of ANY kind if you're ALONE?? I don't. And no, I can't afford a CP. So. I still don't know WTF to do. Perhaps I never will.
  12. Olivia Bell

    A Closed Door

    I don't like a lot of newer music. I like mostly 80s & 90s to early 2000s music.
  13. Olivia Bell

    49

    I'd just start singing in every public place I could right now. I'm trying to avoid being humiliated & judged negatively. So I'm not singing anywhere, but my room.
  14. Olivia Bell

    40

    Taking care of the animals I live with, & cleaning up after them, because the people I live with, who brought them here, won't do it. And taking supplements, eating healthy foods, & being extra clean, because of having Morgellons. I'm tired of HAVING to do these things in order to be relatively comfortable.
  15. Olivia Bell

    72

    The animals I live with would all be in a MUCH better living situation, with better, more abundant, willing, & committed people taking care of them & loving them for the rest of their lives. Same goes for all animals all over the world. Can I do that, or is that 2 wishes in one?
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