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Olivia Bell

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  1. Olivia Bell

    For Yourself

    Eating mostly organic, non GMO foods-always vegan:) Taking my supplements and doing the PEMF everyday, to treat my Morgellons. Exercising. Singing. Dancing. Finding positive things to watch-to make me laugh, or teach me something, or yeah, just entertain me:) Reaching out to the people who most understand me when I need to. *Crying. K. That's all for now;)
  2. Olivia Bell

    One Virtue

    Uhh, true empathy. Pretty much takes care of all concerns.
  3. Olivia Bell

    Family Shadow Side

    I've actually been MORE than willing to look at my family and say to myself, *and often them too: "Uhh, yall is FUCKED UP." What I need is where to go from there. I've got all of Teal's books. But this loneliness (yes, I have The Anatomy of Loneliness book too) is making it such that NOTHING I do-whether it's to do with building a career, or healing myself-is WORTH it to me. Why? Because I'm ALONE. I don't care about having a career if I'm still alone. I don't care about my healing if I'm alone while I'm doing it. Who cares about success of ANY kind if you'r
  4. Olivia Bell

    A Closed Door

    I don't like a lot of newer music. I like mostly 80s & 90s to early 2000s music.
  5. Olivia Bell

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    I'd just start singing in every public place I could right now. I'm trying to avoid being humiliated & judged negatively. So I'm not singing anywhere, but my room.
  6. Olivia Bell

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    Taking care of the animals I live with, & cleaning up after them, because the people I live with, who brought them here, won't do it. And taking supplements, eating healthy foods, & being extra clean, because of having Morgellons. I'm tired of HAVING to do these things in order to be relatively comfortable.
  7. Olivia Bell

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    The animals I live with would all be in a MUCH better living situation, with better, more abundant, willing, & committed people taking care of them & loving them for the rest of their lives. Same goes for all animals all over the world. Can I do that, or is that 2 wishes in one?
  8. A forest that still gets plenty of sunlight, by a crystal clear river or stream.
  9. Olivia Bell

    Typical Gemini

    I'm a Cancer. Just look up what having a Cancer Sun sign means. There ya go. That's a big part of me. But it's not ALL of me. I've also got a Sagittarius Rising and a Capricorn Moon, along with Neptune in my 1st house making everything, including me, very dreamy, artsy, but goddamn FUZZY and confusing. And then I've got this Scorpio shit going on, having my Sun in the 8th house, Jupiter in the 8th house, Pluto sextile my ascendent, & fucking Black Moon Lilith CONJUNCT my Sun, ALSO in the fucking 8th house. To complicate things further, with all this inten
  10. Olivia Bell

    It's A Joke!

    This is a totally stupid Catholic joke, but.. Some nuns are in line at the Pearly Gates to get into Heaven. St.Peter asks the 1st nun, "Have you ever touched a penis?" She says, "Well, yeah, with the tip of my finger once, I did touch a penis." So St.Peter tells her to dip her finger in the Holy Water, and lets her into Heaven. Then, the 3rd nun cuts in line, points at the nun in front of her, and says, "Hey, I'm not gargling with that shit after she dips her ass in it."
  11. Olivia Bell

    Normalization

    Thanks, Jem. Thank you for seeing me.
  12. Olivia Bell

    Normalization

    Antagonism. Antagonism is the weapon of choice with my Dad, especially if I or someone else has a needs conflict or a problem with something unjust that he or his wife are doing. So I grew up constantly being antagonized, to the point that it was normalized. Physical violence always was the next step when antagonism didn't work with me. And physical violence towards me, as the family scapegoat, was normalized too.
  13. I have no idea what any of my "Spirit" things are. Spirit animal, Spirit mineral...no fucking clue at all. I LIKE a LOT of animals and a LOT of minerals and gems. I like emerald a lot, but never have had one. I like kunzite a lot. I like diamonds a lot. I like crystal a lot. I like cats a lot. I like farm animals a lot. I like exotic animals a lot. I like rabbits a lot. I love animals. I love light, and things that reflect light in beautiful ways, like a lot of stones do. I like colors. I don't frickin know, damnit.
  14. Olivia Bell

    Best Book Ever

    I grew up loving Christopher Pike books. He made my teen years. And I still love re-reading my old Christopher Pike books from the '90s. I also love Anne Rice, mainly the Vampire Chronicles, The Mayfair Witches series, The Wolf Gift, and The Wolves of Midwinter. I also loved the book Stranger with my Face by Lois Duncan, along with a few other Lois Duncan suspense thrillers. Clearly, metaphysical, esoteric stuff has always been a thing with me, and a bit dark. *Sun conjunct Lilith, Sun in my 8th house, Jupiter in my 8th house, Lilith in my 8th house, & Pluto s
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