Sackr1

I want my life to be in service of building a more loving, inclusive world; a world where everyone feels jubilant within and lives their life as an expression of their joy. I want to build a world where people work not to earn their bread but to truly be of service to humanity. I want a world where humanity can maximise and realize their highest potential.

I want to help bring awareness to the collective human shadow, especially the "dark" side and all those aspects humans regard as frightening, ugly and unlovable. I want to help integrate these shadows so that humanity can become a more inclusive and compassionate species.

I envy highly successful, powerful and masculine guys. I think I envy them because they attract the attention of women effortlessly. I'm not quite sure how I can bring this into my own life. Suggestions welcome.

To have a healthy sense of self-esteem; to not feel unworthy; to feel confident to the point of being cocky.

I would stand for: the right to off-the-grid living, freedom of expression, financial freedom for the masses, upholding moral values and spiritual principles, empathy, love, inclusion, and the raising of consciousness. Stand against: totalitarianism, religious fanaticism, bigotry, authoritarianism, shaming, cancel culture, and attempts at silencing creative expression.

I indulge in random acts of charity so that I can get into God's good books and live a blessed life free of suffering.

There's nothing wrong with wanting someone to take care of you. I'm a man and I'd love to take care of my woman

My sexual preferences/fetishes. I don't want people (especially women) to know what kind of freakish perv I am, given how im into things like bdsm and throat-fucking. I feel like I can never be myself around women because of the dark fantasies I have.

I would be less judgemental about other people's life choices and be more empathetic. I would spend more time with them, getting to know them better and hearing them out completely. I would share more of myself with others so I could connect with them better and let them see me. I would socialize more instead of being an island unto myself.

I love mentoring people, especially in a professional sense, wether it be assisting them with their business, or their career progression. I love helping people make money. I love inspiring people to be the best version of themselves. I love helping them see their value; seeing and capitalizing on their strengths and helping them do what they love and excel at.

I want stimulation. I want growth; expansion. I crave stimulation and the resulting joy really badly, especially intellectual stimulation. I want to learn new things and be able to code and study to my heart's content. Why do I want stimulation? Why do I want growth? Because it feels good to me, isn't that obvious?

My stuckness, and my lack of courage to do anything about it. Also, the fact that I have to do things I don't like to get to a place I want to be. Frustrating AF.

Mathematics and programming. Basically anything that provides intellectual stimulation.

I think I am meant to integrate my shadow/ dark side in this life and complete my spiritual "challenges". I want to live a life where I am able to do almost everything I feel like doing; a life where my capabilities are "maxed out", so to speak, but I fear that I'll never be worthy enough to live such a life until I complete my challenges.

For my life, and my life choices. I keep using a set of tarot cards for guidance and direction in my life but I've come to realize that in this process of divining answers to my questions, I've given away all my power to make my life the way I want it. I've also developed a binge eating disorder and an addiction to porn and I know that these habits don't serve me and have terrifying consequences, but I don't want to suffer those consequences. I feel uncomfortable taking action to resolve these habits, because I fear that doing so might involve scary shadow work.