I act like a old person by doing the same thing all the time and knowing it needs to change but not doing it. LOL. Also my ideals are old fashion. I don't get the whole sharing naked pictures thing that the younger generation does. They act like going into a forum and sharing a nude is just like showing baseball cards. There's like no saving for a later date or waiting for someone special. It's just like, HERE I AM!!! I don't like it. I do not understand it. I will never see why they are like this. Or posting about sex all day on thier pages. It's not like they would ever want to get a respectable job or think they ever will. So why not. It's fine.
The closed door thing I relate to a lot. The only thing with me though. Is if a door is closed, I close it forever. It's never to go back. If it has to do with a page or something I have that isn't working. I wont try anything else. I'll leave, go somewhere else. I refuse to close the door on my friends who abandoned me. I got no closure and they don't care to give it. I'm surrounded by a bunch of people who would rather ignore that this is causing me pain. You know the types that are like, just move on. You don't need them for closure, get into the 5D. It's your fault and your sad that you don't see it. So the struggling is longer. Especially if I don't know if one of them is dead. Oh just move on. You give yourself closure. If you CANT your beneath us. Peasant.
I laughed when Blake said writing cursive on sheets of paper was a indication of oldness. My great Aunt who was like, I don't know 70, use to make me write my name. I had to write my name in cursive and she would even judge the cursive. I had to write my name over and over, until I got it perfect. She was like a soldier. It drove me nuts. She use to teach me her native language. She was like, say this, now repeat it 10 times. Your brain will remember if you do that! no that was 8. Start over it has to be 1o. Needless to say years later I still remember what she taught me. I only remember the phrases I repeated 10 times. LOL.
I love you Teal. Thank you.