Teal, oh Teal. I am really really scared. So the rivers and waters are turning red. And there are these locusts swarms in Africa, Saudia Arabia, etc, and now the novel corona virus. This stuff was mentioned in the Bible and it is scaring me so much. Is Jesus going to come back? Am I going to get left behind to burn in hell and suffer? I am so very scared. There is a part of me that knows this isn't true but then there is another part of me that grew up in such complete fear of this being true that I obeyed. And now with these events happening, I can't bulldoze her anymore (which is good, and probably the point) and she is making life unlivable (again, probably the point.) I'm so anxious, and so scared, I cannot function (which isn't going to work.) And the part that thinks it knows its not true is questioning, "well what if it is true? panic!" Please, please, please, guidance for those of us feeling the same way. I know I am not alone. Completion process? Okay but... what exactly do I say to her to start this conversation? Because I am conflicted and all my parts are questioning now and in complete fear. This is such a mess.