Are you ok Teal? What was it about Chicago that was a downer? Sorry to hear about the upside down frown. Thanks for the painting. It's difficult to be DM in a sensitively cold female body. Shadow of, 'not a real boy.' NieveNess, yeah almost had a bout of it this morning with someone. But fairly quickly, yelled at myself to not be so nieve and SEE exactly what is the truth of it. She chose a different train on day one. That pull that gets me every time...resisting. Really over anything cryptic or assumptions. Direct communication or nope, I don't know what you're getting at. A good nieveness. Big HUG. Hope you are ok.