Today I was not in the mood to go in the city, I decided visit one of the many parks in Chicago. This one was 4 miles away from my place, the weather was windy and cloudy....the autumn is really coming.
Looks like the oak accompanies me everywhere, maybe is my spiritual tree? I like oaks, they looks ponderously and clumsily, have a thick coarse and rough bark, but the wood is warming (and I do not mean in the stove) and the adult trunk is very stable.
The atmosphere in the park was soothing, hearty and saturate me with some kind of energy. All that was maintained was the roads, otherwise everything was left to the laws of mother nature.
I saw a few animals there, one for the first time in my life. He was apparently a rodent, a small animal, crouched behind a stump and stared at me, had a rusty fur coat with a black stripe, it was so cute.
On the way back I came across this building.....it looks little bit like a golden phallus.
I was thinking a lot while walking through the park, I am not sure at all, maybe Teal could one day tell us more. I understand when I go trough the darkness in me to the light, the darkness respond and resist with more power and much more sophisticated. But the darkness can not defy endlessly and more light means stronger "tool".
But what is about the "law" (or just BS human concept?) of balance? It is truth, that each act of love, each ray of light produce or generate darkness or evil elswhere as compensation?
I do not like it, it is sad.....and the whole effort will be useless and nonsense, if it is so organized in universe. Because I would constantly hurt someone and myself also in the end.....it is so sad.