Shallon Terry

that i should feel good all the time

So good. I wish I could see a "where are they now?" segment of all those who were on stage. I need to know if the gold dude made the gold thing lol.

She'd be like "woah, you've been through a lot... didn't see all of that coming." I think she'd be proud of how far I've come but be a little sad to know I still hold myself back in some ways due mainly to self-consciousness. I think she'd want me to cater less to what i think i "should" be or "should" look like, and just follow my joy, knowing i'm deserving of it no matter what.

my happiness

Crying. Wow. Thank you, Teal. It will be a big year, and I'm ready to stand tall and generate my own light! Let's do this y'all!!

A lover. Someone who takes everyone and everything as a part of themselves

The fact that my basic needs (plus some more) are being met without me having a 9-5/being in the rat race

I would leave the humour that exists in my life; the fact that I have people with whom I'm close; time to myself... to name a few. I would change certain habits (coping mechanisms); my living situation; my job/career...to name a few

My self-doubt/limiting beliefs

funny because i JUST announced to my family how much I love them... I think I should do that often.

By not prioritizing connecting to myself...seeking a lot of outward distraction rather than tuning in