DEAD. see you all in hell. yes, you will be there.
I am starting to genuinly wonder how much longer it will be until I murder people and then myself or manifest someone who murders me. I genuinly despise living in this universe. I am crushed I have to return to a source I despise and have no choice but to be part of. I will forever hate source and will murder anyone who bothers me even as a ghost I will make them very ill and kill them and their fear and negative energy and trying to get rid of me will strengthen me.
Healthy sexuality is NOT subjective there is only one objective truth on it: which is genuinly loving the person you are with and caring if their needs are met. ALL else is shadow sex and mutual masterbation as Teal puts it and rape (even if there is consent it can be the same as rape vibrationally if the person does not want it).
I wish I could kill every human alive except for myself. I have no idea how to integrate this part.
I wish people could put down their fears, pain and shame. I wish everyone could be ok. I am sick of the victim villain hero dynamic. When will it end? When will justice or revenge be enough? When will it stop? When will the suffering end? For EVERYONE. EVERY INNOCENT BABY DESERVES A GOOD LIFE FOR THEIR ENTIRE LIFE.