I don't think I have what it takes to bring about the change I really want in the world. I think I should kill myself before it's too late. Now I know what you might say. "Your life is important." "This pain is only temporary." You might say this so you free yourself of liability of my death. Please hear me out though.
The only reason to stay alive, it seems, is to bring about the change you want to see in the world. I don't even want to try if I have any chance of failing. If life is about to become a living hell and I don't have the power/discipline/will to change it, then why the hell should I live long enough to walk into the fire burning us all alive? I think I should get out now before shit really hits the fan.