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  1. Ask Teal episode on rising Kundalini? Hi everyone I don't think there's an Ask Teal episode solely on kundalini energy, but does anyone remember if it's mentioned (however briefly) in one of them? Cheers
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    Actually I think there's a part of me that just want to experience being held, I should definitely do that in an inner child visualization at least. Finding someone to do it in real life might be an interesting thing to try out though LOL
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    It's not about my expectations of them, it's more that I have judged it to be bad. I guess I expect them to think I should just get over it cause I've already cried once. I see it might not making a whole lot of sense but that's also part of my problem I don't exactly know what's wrong lol. Maybe this isn't my problem and I'm just using this to deny the real sticking point...
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    I think I'm the one to be thankful for your replies :-) I'm not exactly sure what you are trying to say with the reference to the behaviour of children. I'm pretty sure I did that as a kid though. No matter how able someone was to connect with it I think I still judge it as bad or think that it's inappropriate.
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    To clarify I'm talking about crying so much that I really only have mental capacity to be with the emotion. But when I'm done I can see how uncomfortable this can make people. Depends on the situation and the people/person of course but no matter what I perceive that it's a burden to them. I don't know what would happen if they told me directly that it's not a burden but I feel like I wouldn't believe that.
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    Crying Blockage Over the past year or so I've become increasingly better at letting myself cry. In the beginning I felt shame for even crying by myself, but once I started to overcome that I seemed to manifest more and more situations where others would witness the release. I became better and better at that as well, mostly because all my attention was still focused on myself and teaching myself to unconditionally experience that. But now I'm becoming very conscious of the way it impacts the people who witness it, how it looks from their perspective, and I find myself unable to access the healing space of surrender, even when alone (Though I do prefer to have someone be there). Has some of you experienced a similar progression? Any suggestions on how to resolve this? Any and all comments are welcome :-)
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    In the video she says “Sometimes the heart needs more time to accept what the mind already knows” (as an example of a saying you shouldn't blindly accept, for anyone reading this without the context of the article or video), so it was a typo, just got the order wrong.
  8. Article typo? ("Real Holy Trinity") I think there might be a typo in the sentence: “Sometimes the heart needs more time to accept what the heart already knows” in the newest article "the real holy trinity". ('mind' instead of the first 'heart') Cheers
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    No worries, I understand that your issues can't make my feelings invalid. Only I can choose my own thoughts, and I used your comment as an excuse to invalidate my feelings - something that is neither useful nor very pleasant.
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    To be honest I'm not sure whether I'm just making this up... but I'm 21 and for some reason got teary-eyed reading the question about my age so that might indicate a bit of shame haha I don't even really want to 'hit on' someone, that's what makes it even more weird. It seems like a ridiculous thing to have an issue with given that I've never experienced anything horrible like what moonpriestessa describes. But thank you for your answer, I think it helped
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    I'm not talking about some freakish sexual activity, I'm just unable to even hit on someone. And I don't know if I'm just afraid or it's something deeper that makes me feel like I'm a horrible person because I have a sexuality.
  12. Sexual shame or shyness? How do you know whether you have sexual shame or you're just a shy guy? Is it even possible for a dude to have sexual shame?