Because of this information I have gotten emotion code healing that targeted specifically my life from gestation to age 8. I'm confident it made an impact but maybe not as much a completion process does.
Just writing to solidify this teaching. It’s like what I learned from bed bugs. Well first, who knew my parents nightly mantra to me “don’t let the bedbugs bite” would eventually manifest that shit.
I was an administrator of a 30 person housing facility for homeless women. So this place regularly got bedbugs. The more I learned about the bedbugs ways (what they need) the less afraid I was of them. I also had way less shame about having them. And I was great at soothing clients who had them about recovering from them.
I can see how now this applies to the forces I’m stressed about. Oh boy. Heavy heart stuff.
I don't really get this question. But the previous comments help. Um I think a torch for truth? Or for everyone's emotions to be recognized and validated. Maybe because I can help others get in touch with their feelings? I'm already on this path so this is getting it more clear.
But I guess the shadow torch would be...my family (like siblings and dead parents)...like I keep wanting them to love me for me. And they repeatedly are never available for that.
So validating. I wrote this upon waking this morning:
Woke lonely as hell again.
Last night weird, nice, lovely, stabbing call with my friend.
She lied to defend her position.
I hate humans a lot of the time. FUCK."