Lesa Spravka

Beautiful story about how you approached that father. I’m learning from you too.

I feel like I’m struggling with this. I mean personally I’ve been complaining about my parents for a long time. I’m grateful for my 3 older siblings who told me my parents were crazy. And I feel so bad for the oldest in families or only children who have no one else to give them another perspective. But if we’re going to change our parenting for the better, where going to have to feel what genuinely didn’t work. So it’s true that the parents in fact improved on what they got. But it’s also true that they got stuff wrong. How else can we improve if we don’t examine that and listen to the kids pain as incredibly valid. Said the person with dead parents and no kids. But hey, I’ve totally improved on how I treat my pets. And feel a ton of guilt for the hurt I caused previously.

I love baths too but don’t have one currently. Thanks for asking Teal. Now I’ll try and find something.

So validating.

omg. That was awesome. Thank you!!!

Teal’s latest frequency painting “personal truth” has felt like It catalyzed more clarity on this so I’m changing my answer from “sad” to “ridiculous”. It carries more of the anger I have for the level of human pain this human life has. Maybe it’ll change again.

Thank you Teal. This is great information. I’m sad about all my negative thoughts. Of course more so knowing some people can see them. (sigh).

Thank you Teal. This is great information. I’m sad about all my negative thoughts. Of course more so knowing some people can see them. (sigh).

I liked your presence with missing your moonstone.

A blue shiny plastic cube. Like hard plastic. . Could not see thru it. I was 100 feet away from the cube. The ratio to the desert was 1:100,000. The ladder was leaning against the cube and was white shiny strong plastic. The horse was tan colored and facing the cube but about 3 feet away. Bareback. With rope hanging from it’s neck. Flowers all different colors about nine of them randomly surrounding the cube from around 1 foot to 3 feet from the cube. The storm was just hard rain but had not come yet about 6 miles away. I do believe my friends are so strong and I guess I support them. I agree that I don’t let people in. This is fun. Thanks.

My desert island food choice is artichoke hearts too.

Very helpful. Thanks.

I'm digging the ASMR.

Wow. Thank you for this. I did feel I was bad and no one else in the world was. So saying to me..."anyone would feel as guilty as you feel if they experienced what you just experienced" would be incredibly validating and make me feel like I existed and was connected to others.

I mean I knew this but it's so nice to hear it again because...well it gives me patience just creating space to allow them to feel again. Thanks.