Lesa Spravka

So validating.

omg. That was awesome. Thank you!!!

Teal’s latest frequency painting “personal truth” has felt like It catalyzed more clarity on this so I’m changing my answer from “sad” to “ridiculous”. It carries more of the anger I have for the level of human pain this human life has. Maybe it’ll change again.

Thank you Teal. This is great information. I’m sad about all my negative thoughts. Of course more so knowing some people can see them. (sigh).

I liked your presence with missing your moonstone.

A blue shiny plastic cube. Like hard plastic. . Could not see thru it. I was 100 feet away from the cube. The ratio to the desert was 1:100,000. The ladder was leaning against the cube and was white shiny strong plastic. The horse was tan colored and facing the cube but about 3 feet away. Bareback. With rope hanging from it’s neck. Flowers all different colors about nine of them randomly surrounding the cube from around 1 foot to 3 feet from the cube. The storm was just hard rain but had not come yet about 6 miles away. I do believe my friends are so strong and I guess I support them. I agree that I don’t let people in. This is fun. Thanks.

A blue shiny plastic cube. Like hard plastic. . Could not see thru it. I was 100 feet away from the cube. The ratio to the desert was 1:100,000. The ladder was leaning against the cube and was white shiny strong plastic. The horse was tan colored and facing the cube but about 3 feet away. Bareback. With rope hanging from it’s neck. Flowers all different colors about nine of them randomly surrounding the cube from around 1 foot to 3 feet from the cube. The storm was just hard rain but had not come yet about 6 miles away. I do believe my friends are so strong and I guess I support them. I agree that I don’t let people in. This is fun. Thanks.

My desert island food choice is artichoke hearts too.

Very helpful. Thanks.

oh...well that helps. quite a bit. thanks.

Thanks for sharing such a painful experience...you show me how it's ok to be in pain. And if I heard my mom feel bad about her inabilities, not in a guilting way but just this is what's hard in our society that's hard on our hearts, it seems to me now at least, that would make all the difference.

I actually really identified with the quiet speaker. jm105 it sounds like that was a major trigger for you cause you sound really angry. I was triggered too by that because I feel like understanding stuff will make me feel safer. It seems she did take prompts to use the microphone better. The good news is that I really found myself liking this woman...so i'm figuring that i must really like a part or parts of me that i see in her. i'm also greatly ashamed for not being mirrored and having no greater sense of myself than being alone. It's really hard to feel like this so much of your life.

Me too.

Tonight for some reason I can't see a voting button. I'm on google chrome so maybe that has to do with it. It used to work.

Wow. Wow. Your experience with the train in the tunnel. Wow.