I kind of dont take emotions in instantly, ive always been this way. So, Ive been in a fearful, draining hard situation for a very long time this does not change anything for me … but might. So I use the time before my emotions set in to prepare for change. Well. Calm my mind anyway. Clean the house. Witch always was one of my "bad" sides.. so theres some self Development here. Im kinda opposite than the rest.
I get shut out exept from in higly intelligent populations, for being different. Now different is needed. Feel like gathering energy. restore a bit and do something. Perhaps this is the time People are actually going to see my strenghts and that I was right all along. My ex thats been bothering me might just wanna change his ways, or have to cause in this case I am much stronger. And its obvious. Or going to be. Have to be. And does not feel fearful.
Perhaps I am Ahead of you in my fear digestion. Cause of other Things. Support and help and communicating, how u communicating. Is … Will increase.
Recharge… do the clean lifestyle. Teal was speaking about the importance of strenghtening the immune system in her 2020 forecast so I really felt this thing coming… speakin bout Our icroscopic enemies the germs. So her surprise blast me of a bit... shes been preparing us without knowing. And even though Ive been kinda restricted by econoy, Ive been thinking like: well if I cant do THIS, what OTHER thing could I do... using my knowledge. Using what I have as I finally got to tidy my Space in january, february, one year after the New years resolution to do so. Seeing my Resources more clearly.
For those of us who had a very hard time. We're prepped to deal With this. But I also think of my familiy. Weve had some outlashes and real in Depth fights past couple of years… So... Hm. Yeah, maybe theyre prepared for somethin like this as well, and remembering all the Things I told them all my life about the healthy life I choose ABOVE economy. Like I remember their cleaning advice (all their little hints and comments) as Im cleaning my house right now.
Weve had ths shut of this Winter in communication and is stating to speak to eachother again. So. Hm... yep this deffenetly feels like a Natural cycle…
Or as some tarot lady said it. A fire burning trough. Respect the elements. Dig the colours in Your Corona video Teal. And yep, my bathroom got some blue in it and my bedroom some Purple cupboards mongst the blue walls this winter Thanks, Teal
I am glad Norway does not take as easily to guns as in America. But Yeah, some like stupidly naiv thinking this is a short term thing not knowing its the long therm change that I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR