You're a nurse and you don't have enough money to last the month? Do you have kids? I'm a nurse so I don't understand the money issues but I can tell It's really hard to leave because you get that, " You can find a job anywhere" phrase, when you try to get a job outside of nursing. Maybe start where you are. I used to find that just as little as 5 minutes of meditation, cleansing, setting intention before work was immensely helpful. Check in with your self once in awhile; are you breathing? Do you need a 1 minute timeout in the med room when your coworkers are driving you crazy? Start small to check that overwhelm.