GabrielVril

This isnt fair, and it feels devastating and sad like nothing beyond.....🥺😭😭😭😓 love you and apreciate you so very much! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

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Doubt....and faith and trust

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Awesome! I can relate a lot with not wishing unto them what has been done to you- even if it was done by exactly the same person. The first Ahimsa principle of do not couse any harm comes to my memory here. But then again, sometimes u have to stop and threaten them with a stick to make them aware and stop doing that shit that hurts you so much. U cant reason with a mad dog can you? U have to first pin it down to the ground and force feed medicine into him to neutralize him and calm him down and ONLY after that can u start the healling and reabilitation process cant you? I would say go on and ask them all out on a pucblic debate or a one on one session with you. If their ego can handle it- something exceptionally good and Healling might come out of it. If the say No- well then they will have to shut up with the slander and admit that there is smth not quite healthy with them and not you. I would say listen to your boundaries. I am not gonna blame you if u will shoot some of them down...after a certain point a damage cannot be revearsed in the psyche no? Just dont sacrifice yourself for the sake of those who aint gonna recognize it or value it in the end... we need you alive and well and thriwing more then the ones who want to just blindy opose you and (intentionally or not) just couse u and everyone more damage. Healthy self defence has to be in action. U gotta have to know how to defend yourself. I believe and know u r here to do extreme good. All of us need that. All of humanity i think. The key is to connect with everyone writte? So go on and connect i would say. Invite that hatter in for a Tea if u feel like u can contain a certain amount of safety with them. Like Budha used to do with Mara. If it comes- healling will happen. If not- the hate and fear will dicipate. The oposition will be less i believe. The Ahimsa principle can still be used here. Or the non Resistance of TaiChi (u dont put strict walls before your oponent, but use the exact same force that is put onto u, without wasting your own, without adding to it). Just dont forget your tribe ;)) we r here for you always, as u have been here for us. 💎💎💎💛💚💜💙 Learning how to love and its ok ^^ =***

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YES! U R writte! well actually she brought on Gabija on stage for groundedness and comfort, so I could get atleast some grip on what was happening in me, couse I was sooo out of myself, except for the internal hell fire of Panic, shame and fear mixed with the flames of Pain, I didnt understood at all of anything of what was happening to me at that time and what the hell was I seeing... I am surprised I didnt just burst into flames and completly dissapeared from stage in them 🤔🤔🤔 😅😪😖 its a pitty u cant really hear what I was saying to Gabija, couse that did help me to focus and concentrate. And go on. and Evas presence helped also HUGELLYY A LOT, she was my bright star of light on the stage, I love Teal but i also fear her, couse well of the power she wields with her strong sight, if she misinterprets even slightest of bit and sends a 'wrong' signal that shit can destroy lives fol a lifetime. Our biggest hidden internal needs is complete acceptance and love afterall ;)) some just have bigger barriers to it then others ;)*

you are writte!! damn u r good, u know how long it took me to integrate this wholle experience on stage and come to terms with what came out there? the shame was soooo frikin huge! But I did it yay^^ i feel so much better now about all of this, and can watch it without turning red from embarasment ^^ I did panic hugelly the wholle time i was getting on stage,and yeah u r writte i completly forgot my original question, and went with another ones, but thats also because i had sooo many of them to ask Teal at that time- I was drowning in them...couse i was drowning myself in invisible watters. +i felt huge huge huge soo very huge shame whlist being on stage and its actually a Miracle that Teal somehow managed to get me to talk and admit to my one of the biggest internal needs that i didnt even realize i had. Teal noticed it all, she did Great with it haha, I am ok now, though she probably got anoyed with my internal deflection and quite amnezia like blanknes that came over me at the time on stage. U know what was my original question that got me on stage in the first place?- it was 'Why we forget?'' ;DDD amazing writte? still soooo very relevant to everything that happened on the stage, especially me disociating and forgeting it all....So I got my anwser still :DDD

same sister, though its been 5 years now since this happened, as I came back to it now, I still cry...but this time from releaf of being seen and felt by u all. Such a brilliant reminder that there is no issue in the world that hasn't been felt and dealt with by others also ^^ ❤️ thank you

YES!!!! It took me awhille to get it also...why i felt the need to bring up what i have been seeing as demonic attachments in people and the deep terror and fear that came with it always....yup that's me up there- it seems like it has happened ages ago. I was able to grow and move on soo soo soo very much since then ❤️ thanks to this help

Thank you Teal! I can relate and understand your experience, for it was also my experience throughout this month...i also came face to face with part of myself that feared oneness, feared unified conciousness so much, because it meant death to it. And i died, but was also reborn the same moment, for my perception expanded and became even more wholle... <3 Thank you, for you always give just enough clarity to these experiences, that it brightenss our understanding and warmths the hearts.