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  1. Age 5 to 8 i was very much attachrs to a heartbreaking fairytaile from the brothers grimm; it can maybe be translated with "the goosegirl" or the "goose made"? A princess has to play a made and do lower tasks when in truth she is a princess. She gets humiliated to exchange roles with her abusiv made and has to take over her role and stay secretive about it. she suffers a lot. She lives a low life at the court and has to take care of the geese; she cannot tell anyone that actually in truth shes a princess, but some people around her do notice a littlebit and feel something is off with this "made". Every day she can talk in secret to the head of her beloved horse Falada that got killed so he cannot talk; hes the only one that knows the truth, but it has to stay a secret.... The tale made me sooo mad and sad and still does.
  2. The most difficult part for me is to digest that there will be no "better future" or at least not without it getting really really bad, with the probability to even die before an actuall betterment takes place. So i probably wont see any better place in this life anymore. i feel like sitting in a deathrow and waiting for the end. So its hard to swallow that i feel like i cannot have an improvement to live towards. everything is in vain. Whatever i wanted for the future or my life is now officially futile. it feels like a death certificate and i dont understand why i actually have to still live right now, just to wait for the complete horror to unfold itself. so the hardest thing is that my life feels completly futile now.
  3. I would say people want for me to not be a threat to them, or other said: to be a safe person for them. So how can i feel safe and be safe for others as well at the same time? it goes down to: how to have a safe relationship with each other that means not being a threat on two legs for each other? Maybe one has to find out how thats possible without hurting each other? in my personal opinion getting vaccinated is getting hurt. for others it means being safed and wellbeing or whatever. how can I be FOR my health and not be a perceived threat to other people? ....... i dont know.
  4. thats dictatorship. people know for themselves whats best for them. in an actual free society there would be no need for alternative platforms that try to get away from punishment or cencorship for sharing not government-conform opinions. YT turns down channels and opinions in favor of the governments agenda, even though they would earn good money with not doing that, but they decide not to and rather kiss the governments ass. so whos ally are they?! the governments. people can decide themselves and needing alternative platforms to get cencorship-free content is a bit concerning for so called "democratic" countries with "free speech". peace.. im out of this discussion
  5. which radio show? where can we listen to it?
  6. haha the government has to hide a freakin lot my friend. and whats "misleading" information or not is NOT upon them to decide. to cencor information is called dictatorship! this is not free speech or even democratic.
  7. did you know that when you mention 5g and covid 19 in one sentence or just together in a talk on youtube, this video will get banned and deleted by youtube? its forbidden to make a connection between these both things. WHY do you think will they delet exactly that when you make a link? why dont they want you to talk about that. there is something to hide ...
  8. and by the way: earth will soon not give the ressources necessary for this technological enslavement crap of humanity, anymore; like sand and other rarer getting elements; and we have enough satelite trash cruising around earth, mr. e.musk, thanks its enough. this joke will be over soon.
  9. i dont feel nuts in my perception at all, i feel well supported in my points of view and not so much alone actually. i do feel different things about the "other realities" people live in: 1. i feel on some level sorry for them that they are so damn scared and 2. really ANGRY that they LET themselves being scared just because the media or some corrupt government tells them to be !!! are YOU nuts?? come on people, being in total FEAR about an invisible threat they can gaslight you into is the exact thing and emotional state the people in power want you to be in and stay in ! thats the wet dream of everyone in power wanting to manipulate you into doing what serves THEIR agenda. they want you to just fall on your knees and beg desperatly for their "solutions" which are no solutions at all and are demonic as hell !! Do you really believe those people CARE about you and your health?? those same people who start wars and triangulate people and nations against each other and lie into your faces? are you kidding me?! if they decide to do with you whatever serves THEIR interests, they will the fu** do it and walk over your dead bodies to achieve that !! as they always did. they give a shit about you and me!! (even micheal jackson knew that haha). I want to grab those scared people on their shoulders, shake them and say: stooop this lunacy, say NO to this BULLSHIT. so i have an extremly hard hard time to hold space for this 'other' view on reality to be honest... i do feel fear, a ton, but not because of this joke-virus.
  10. I like what Teal does and i understand that she runs a business, but i dont understand the price. Its almost 8 $ per chapter, thats the price of almost a whole book. so lets say the price is like buying 16 whole books. i dont understand ... the information for sure is good and important, but come on... imagine the information being published as text in 16 different books... for 8$ each.
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    Overlay

    "no more trips to the hardware store for milk" how Teal putted it once. Not anybody can meet your emotional needs, that doesnt mean that there is no one on earth that can and will. when you for example wish that someone falls in love with you, you cannot just point with the finger on some random dude and say: you, yes you, meet my need and fall in love with me, now. no,... but someone will probably fall in love with you one day and meet this need; we (everybody) just have to find those people who are naturally doing or being the things that meet our needs right? you dont go to a very harsh person to get some nice words or to get a hug, thats not their field of expertice. for that you would rather go to a person who likes to give nice words and hugs, so to speak.. 1. own your best interests, needs and values 2. check your "radar" for opportunities to get those met; dont expect just anybody to meet your needs, thats not possible and will not happen.
  12. Thanks, i share your view point. She talks about reality but she herself made a video on how it is subjective...
  13. After the interview with Nakhon Bear i understood now why under the 3 potential paths Teal sees now for humankind, she thinks choosing the path of freedom over the path of vaccination and happiness is important, because on this freedom-path your only point of power lies; only there where you feel the negativ you can SEE whats going wrong and maybe change it, whereas on the happy spectrum you "checked out" on life and then there is no hope for change anymore before -maybe?- humankind destroyed itself. the vaccine-path would be like the palliativ-medicin, laying humanity to die. I dont know... just thinking about it. ...
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    Stillness

    Yes, but also again scary. But now i understood why under the 3 potential ways she now sees for humankind she thinks choosing the path of freedom over the path of vaccination and happiness is important, because on this freedom-path your only point of power lies; only there where you feel the negativ you can SEE whats going wrong and maybe change it, whereas on the happy spectrum you "checked out" on life and then there is no hope for change anymore before -maybe, humankind destroyed itself. it would be like the palliativ-medicin, laying humanity to die. I dont know... just thinking about it. ...
  15. my-alteregos-and-me

    Cassio

    Looking forward to the course!
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