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  1. lenalena

    Thank you dear olga.
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    I want to Know one thing; what is the difference between codependency and covert narcissism? Thankyou.
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    Hi Rob. I do not see that you see my dilemma. Because there is none. Thank you for your idea that it had been a triggering reaction in me. But it is not the case. I am glad that I can differentiate between these two things today- Maybe it is triggering for you to read my lines. But I am fine. Anger is not always a trigger, my friend. What I am writing is very different from what you are mirroring. That makes me aware that you do not get my point.
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    The segment of the last interaction with Blake is extremely insensitive. you can not go with any kind of truth while ignoring the place where the other one is in that moment. at least not if the sake of the process is awareness. I feel that Teal is ignoring the physical reality and the state of the nervous system of Blake completely in this moment. It makes me angry to see what is happening there. The conversation is driven by one idea, and one conviction of the beginning of the conversation, to make this belief a proof over 10 minutes, but in my eyes the reality from that idea shifted many times, there were softenings and spaces, different nuances of emotional vulnerability, but these werent seen, only the strong and driven belief. The anger of Teal which was caused by the question before that last interaction with Blake had not enough space and compassion and so it took over to Blake into last interaction. I am actually really shocked about the last part. Because of the emotional damage it is causing. By the way a narcissist is not better or less than a codependent. Both are in a state of denial of their true self, so no need to make one of them worse or better. I had to stop the video when Blake in the end should speak about the new announces. I feel such anger about this!
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    :-) yes, I am starting to bring this idea out on fb groups, it is so beautiful because the resonance is pretty amazing.... the next days I am meeting a woman from Switzerland, she is full of passion for this project. But I feel that people have a real issue with committing..... I understand that, yet for this type of living, I guess, we need to be committed... I feel that many people wrote to me, but kind of as searching for an alternative of what they have now, but they are not really IN it.... like they want to come out of a situation, but I dont feel that they are not having the same desire.... Non-commitment is the issue, I am facing...which is a bit difficult for making this dream become REAL. Of course it is challenging to become serious about an idea, but if we want to live together we all need to create emotional safety and protection for each other and this involves to be commited, I guess. I never had a family!!!! So this is my deepest desire, to build one with like minded, creative, shy, sensitive people and of course with my bunny. Anyway you are more than welcome to join or meet or just write me back. The house is beautiful, simple and very cosy. And the sea is only 1/2 hour away... Much love, Lena.
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    I am from Germany originally. Living in Berlin since 9 years. What about you? I am now trying to build a community in northern Germany, my goal is to live together with other creative people. But I am still in Berlin....in Wedding. But I am needing nature What are you doing in Berlin and where are you from?
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    Hi Maida. Thanks for your answer. Because I want to be loved. Hahahahahaha Where are you living? I am still based in Berlin, but I am going to buy this house in northern germany. Would be nice to meet you!!! Love, Lena.
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    Building a community Hello everyone. My name is Lena, I am 32 years and live in Berlin. I am going to buy a house, half an hour from the east sea between Hamburg and Kiel. I found the perfect sweetest place after searching 8 month intensively. I wish to live with other people. Myself is an artist, dancer, musician, writer. I found a beautiful place with a huge garden where we could plant vegetables. It is quiet and a beautiful village with an amazing lake. In the garden we have more 12 fruit trees :-) I am so sick of living alone. I need you, I desire to live with people who are sensitive, emotional available and honest. I am not into drugs and stuff. I live myself dedicated to healing, self-discovery, art, freedom and peace! I love you guys. Please love me back. For more infos, please contact me. Love, Lena.
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    hello. yes, my name is lena. I am based in Berlin. Musician and dancer, writing poems
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    so cool, thanks for your answer. I got an answer from gabija already, cause I needed to know so badly. They forgot to load up the part of the video where Teal was mentioning this specific Teal- episode. But I coulnt remember what she just said in the live stream and some parts werent uploaded on premium in the beginning. Thank you again for your answer!
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    I would really love to be in contact with the asian guy.
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    I am still searching for that one question, which was asked; "what to do with a trigger." Teal was recommending one of her videos to calm the nervous system. Did you delete that question? I can not find it anymore