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  1. Ryuraven

    Rose Garden

    I know. Spelling it out for him probably won't work. He'll get his whack-a-tree at 70 mph moment, as Teal likes to call it, soon enough. Just kinda wish it didn't have to be that way because even a metaphorical tree can really fucking hurt. As annoying as he may be, it's never fun to see someone head towards that type of experience.
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    Rose Garden

    How the fuck does one confuse compassion with love? Love is being unable to see yourself as separate from someone, as if in your heart you're one being. Love makes it impossible to differentiate between your and their feelings because you are the same person. Compassion is feeling like comforting or wanting to help someone when you know of their struggles, but still feel separate from them. Unless you've got a wildly different idea of what the word compassion means, I'm gonna have to guess you've never felt that kind of love. @Mike Lopyrev, you seem incapable of empathy towards the others in this comment section. I can see that you want to see yourself as superior to Teal (ironic how she mentioned she deals with a lot of people like that in her last ask teal episode), but to be frank, you are making yourself look like a complete idiot for insisting that you're living in such a high vibe place that Teal can't see you. I didn't mention it before because I thought maybe kinder words would do, but you seem very insistent on embarrassing yourself rather than looking inward. It's honestly painful to watch you make a fool of yourself and hurt other people in the process of trying to be superior to Teal and whoever else. I know it's not my job to open your eyes to this, and no amount of words will reach you unless you are ready for them to reach you, but god damnit it's painful to watch you push away and even mock the people here who're just trying to connect with you.
  3. Ryuraven

    Rose Garden

    @Mike Lopyrev Do you believe in the law of attraction? You know, everything outside of you is a reflection of that which is within you? Like you cannot be in the same space with something or someone unless you have something in common with them? Yes, maybe you did manage to mask your energy so Teal wouldn't notice you. But do you really believe she would have noticed you if you didn't? She's working when she's on stage. You say the people on stage with her are spiritual noobs, but since you are present there to witness it, that means there is still a part within you that is a 'spiritual noob'. Someone here in the comments gets annoyed at you and tells you to tone it down, which means there is a part within you that is annoyed by the way you act and wants you to tone it down. You may be identified with the parts of you that are happy and popular with the ladies, but that does not mean that's all there is to you. Yes, this also means there is a part within me that is reflected by you. I decided on my words here after speaking with that part. Maybe it reaches you, maybe it won't. But that part of me felt like it never again wanted to assume it has it all figured out, that there could ever be an end to awakening and self-awareness. To act as if you are at or nearing perfection is to push others away, which causes pain on both ends. It's okay to not be perfect. It's okay to not have everything figured out. But most importantly, give other people a chance. Whether they are right or wrong in their perceptions of you, you will know yourself a little better by the end of it. Goodluck in your journey.
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    Rose Garden

    I'm inside. There are no plants inside. I haven't seen any roses in like a year. By the end of this video I could faintly smell roses.
  5. Well, today I really discovered the excitement of creating my own reality. The fun of integration. The puzzle pieces clicked and I've never been more excited to be alive. Ha, I guess that's about the best kind of excitement to have ^-^
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    Liver Flush

    I was literally thinking of rewatching your video on liver flushes once I got back and here you are talking about it. But if it's really something you have to do once a month I guess I'll have to wait until I got a home. Just to make sure I don't end up having to do one on the busy days of getting my new home ready. I don't really like putting it off since I'm caring more and more about my health, but I want to make sure it doesn't end up causing extra stress on top of other things. I've been gaining a lot of awareness on just how sensitive I am emotionally, and kind of need to find a new way of approaching things with that in mind. Just trying to not take on too much at once. Even if I really want to do these liver flushes.
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    Mercury Retrograde

    Plans? Never liked making those anyway. Always kinda decide in the moment, and rarely more than a week ahead of time. The only thing Mercury retrograde brought me so far is a phonecall from my aunt. Even while still living with my mom I kinda broke contact with my family, only seeing them when they were invited to the house or when needing to sign papers for an inheritance. I didn't even recognize her until she said it was her. Since she came in like that I guess I have some shadow work to do on my family? Not sure how to start though. To me staying in touch with the family feels like staying in touch with a classmate from highschool of whom I never got to know more than their name. I don't really have a reason to push them away and tell them "don't ever talk to me again" but at the same time them trying to stay in touch is a pain in the ass. Like why the fuck you here? I don't know you. I got my own life to live and it's not really any of your business. : / Family. The overvalued free birth gift.
  8. Ugh I really want to go to one of those curveball retreats but I have quite a few reasons for not wanting to fly anywhere for the immediate future so all I can do is hope she comes to belgium sometime soon. Costa Rica sounds fun though. Maybe after I get my local shit dealt with I'll take my chance, even if she's come here before that.
  9. Ryuraven

    Dinner By Teal

    Because I enjoy cooking? And marry? Like marriage? I don't wanna marry Teal. Weirdo.
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    Dinner By Teal

    I NEED your strawberry shortcake recipe. I'm also vegan and can't eat sugar so desserts are pretty much impossible to find recipes for and strawberry shortcake is definitely the one thing I wanna be able to make more than anything else. Please. I need the recipe.
  11. Ryuraven

    Ask Teal

    "people who think they're being loving by reflecting your shadow when really there are unloving motivations behind it" I've definitely met people like that on this site... Can't wait to see what this big surprise is.
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    Past Life Trauma

    Interesting talk. I never understood why people did past life regression. Like, if you can connect to past lives, why visit trauma instead of learning how the pyramids were build? There's an ocean of things to learn and people just pick a trauma scapegoat instead. Baffling.
  13. Ryuraven

    Picture Time

    So many hugs. Sounds like a good day.
  14. Ryuraven

    Unspoken History

    "You comply, or you die." I can see how that sums up my life until now. This is the kind of topic I'd be interested in seeing more of. Especially in the public eye.
  15. Ryuraven

    Sport Needs

    This is interesting. I never understood why people watch sports. Especially soccer, the whole country brings out their flags and it's everywhere and I hate it. But I've always seen this country more as where I currently live than where I'm from, even though I was born here. I guess it hurts to see other people flaunt that they find a sense of belonging or connection where they are, which I've never had.
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    False Humility

    My sister is currently studying psychology. We don't talk that much but just based on what she says I'm not too fond of the stuff she's being taught. She said she didn't see anything about Freud because it's outdated, and my mom went on to say he still needed to be credited because "he started it all" and it just pissed me off. Sure, maybe he was the first to be able to reach a wide enough audience to remain noticed (and the time he lived in probably helped with that). But I think it's completely ridiculous to sign the entirety of psychology on the creation of one person. Psychology has always expanded by new people coming in with new ideas, some that completely throw old ideas out the window. To rely upon some paper stating you learned the old ways for validity in opinion is to not understand the nature of discovery. Teal has helped me greatly, but I've also figured out a lot of stuff by myself. The fact that there are people who would completely throw what I've learned to the wind because I don't have a degree in psychology is so infuriating. One of my biggest issues with humans is that they tend to enter a conversation believing their opinion is right instead of entering it to understand one another. Also, fuck the mental health system.
  17. Ryuraven

    Self Esteem Matrix

    "...feeling good in your own skin" does that mean it would help ease dysphoria? because that sure as hell would be great.
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    I'm slowly going towards veganism and eating sugar free too. I still like eggs but tbh I think that once I live on my own I just won't bother buying any, and in the beginning of this year I noticed I get sick when eating even relatively small amounts of sugar, so I'm trying to cut that out as far as possible. I so relate to "you can't call yourself an environmentalist and still eat meat" I shortly followed someone on insta who was all about suffering-free makeup, and then she said she wasn't vegan and I was so surprised. I already kinda felt she could fall in the group of people who try to act more woke than they are and after that I had enough. It pisses me off when people act anywhere near enlightened but the act is a lie. I just can't stand people like that.
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    Recipe - Teal's Tamales

    I definitely wanna make this someday. Never knew what tamales were but it looks delicious.
  20. Ryuraven

    Narcissistic Service

    The only thing of doing a service that I can think of is that I give a lot of compliments. But that's something I've had to learn in the last few years because I never said a thing and it felt bad. idk if I have such a narcissistic service. I decided quite a while ago to only care for myself so I guess this is a sign I'm on the right path regarding this.
  21. Ryuraven

    Why Do You Vacation?

    The only vacations I ever went on were the ones my parents forced me on. But I think that if I'm going to go on a vacation at some point, it'll be with people I love, not alone. Just picking places we'd like to see and experiences we'd like to have. I don't really see a vacation as a break from the "normal", I see it as traveling to a place too far for a day trip. Going to see a movie in your city or flying to the other side of the world are based on the same desire from my point of view. Doing something you want to do with someone you love. Besides, I've already decided I'm not doing the whole "this is stressful as fuck but I gotta do it" thing anymore. I learned the hard way that doing so will only make me want to put an end to life so if I'm gonna live I'm gonna do things that make me feel like life is, at the very least, not that bad.
  22. Ryuraven

    Late Development Universe

    Where are the details? The juicy details? I hunger for knowledge. ...and food.
  23. Ryuraven

    Hot Seat

    My crush, so I can know her better. I hope she's enjoying her day.
  24. Ryuraven

    What Men Need To Know

    It has nothing to do with women being confused. It has nothing to do with mixed signals or anything like that. If you were to ask me what makes a man a man, I'd know the answer, even if I might not know how to put it into words. But ask the same question for women and my answer would be "I don't know." It's like I innately know what makes up masculine energy but not what makes up feminine energy. (completely unrelated to the views society has on masculine and feminine)
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    What Men Need To Know

    As a trans guy I'm very curious to find out if I know this thing about women. Because even though I was socialized and treated like a woman all my life, there's definitely things about women I don't get simply because I'm a man. Being more confused about women than about men should've been a telltale sign.
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