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I want to eat those!!! I hoped I would find a recipe here but alas, I am left to starve. I hope that when she finally gets on top of that cookbook she'll make a second one that's just desserts. Healthy, vegan, sugar-free, gluten-free desserts. And then I'll need a kitchen. tbh I don't care about the gluten thing as I haven't noticed any issues with eating that but if I'm going for healthy desserts why the fuck not? I doubt I'll miss it.

A novel? Teal, now you're speaking my language. I like writing myself, but it mostly came as a replacement for playing with other kids (because they outgrew playing). Still, it's fun to share an imaginary world with others, and I always thought it'd be interesting to see your teachings portrayed in a fictional setting. I'm glad you're doing this.

I never really liked the idea of cut flowers much, but just because they'll die and then there's nothing left. With the whole plant, even if they're done blooming, they'll bloom again. Wanting to enjoy what I got more than once is still selfish but I guess this view is better for the plant. Although I'd love to get a girl flowers. Bringing a potted plant gives with it the responsibility for caring for it, which makes it not fitting for a gift unless said person asked for it.

The problem with these "what's up in the ether" is that I can only watch them at 5-6 pm at the earliest. Most of the day has already passed.

A narcissist is someone who is incapable of taking other people's perspectives into consideration. Yep, accurate for Mike. Love is like the opposite of that. And I know from experience that it is impossible to be both a narcissist and love other people at the same time. Honestly, just fuck off. If you think triggering people purposefully is good, you're just justifying abuse. If you think someone who doesn't even notice you needs you, you're trying to cover up for some massive insecurities. Your burning man thing is all about playfully provoking people into seeing things, well people here have been trying to do that for you but you actively choose ignorance. "Welcome home." Really? Get out of my house. A place with people like you will never feel like home to me. I deserve better. Don't @ me, I'm done.

I know. Spelling it out for him probably won't work. He'll get his whack-a-tree at 70 mph moment, as Teal likes to call it, soon enough. Just kinda wish it didn't have to be that way because even a metaphorical tree can really fucking hurt. As annoying as he may be, it's never fun to see someone head towards that type of experience.

How the fuck does one confuse compassion with love? Love is being unable to see yourself as separate from someone, as if in your heart you're one being. Love makes it impossible to differentiate between your and their feelings because you are the same person. Compassion is feeling like comforting or wanting to help someone when you know of their struggles, but still feel separate from them. Unless you've got a wildly different idea of what the word compassion means, I'm gonna have to guess you've never felt that kind of love. @Mike Lopyrev, you seem incapable of empathy towards the others in this comment section. I can see that you want to see yourself as superior to Teal (ironic how she mentioned she deals with a lot of people like that in her last ask teal episode), but to be frank, you are making yourself look like a complete idiot for insisting that you're living in such a high vibe place that Teal can't see you. I didn't mention it before because I thought maybe kinder words would do, but you seem very insistent on embarrassing yourself rather than looking inward. It's honestly painful to watch you make a fool of yourself and hurt other people in the process of trying to be superior to Teal and whoever else. I know it's not my job to open your eyes to this, and no amount of words will reach you unless you are ready for them to reach you, but god damnit it's painful to watch you push away and even mock the people here who're just trying to connect with you.

@Mike Lopyrev Do you believe in the law of attraction? You know, everything outside of you is a reflection of that which is within you? Like you cannot be in the same space with something or someone unless you have something in common with them? Yes, maybe you did manage to mask your energy so Teal wouldn't notice you. But do you really believe she would have noticed you if you didn't? She's working when she's on stage. You say the people on stage with her are spiritual noobs, but since you are present there to witness it, that means there is still a part within you that is a 'spiritual noob'. Someone here in the comments gets annoyed at you and tells you to tone it down, which means there is a part within you that is annoyed by the way you act and wants you to tone it down. You may be identified with the parts of you that are happy and popular with the ladies, but that does not mean that's all there is to you. Yes, this also means there is a part within me that is reflected by you. I decided on my words here after speaking with that part. Maybe it reaches you, maybe it won't. But that part of me felt like it never again wanted to assume it has it all figured out, that there could ever be an end to awakening and self-awareness. To act as if you are at or nearing perfection is to push others away, which causes pain on both ends. It's okay to not be perfect. It's okay to not have everything figured out. But most importantly, give other people a chance. Whether they are right or wrong in their perceptions of you, you will know yourself a little better by the end of it. Goodluck in your journey.

I'm inside. There are no plants inside. I haven't seen any roses in like a year. By the end of this video I could faintly smell roses.

Well, today I really discovered the excitement of creating my own reality. The fun of integration. The puzzle pieces clicked and I've never been more excited to be alive. Ha, I guess that's about the best kind of excitement to have ^-^

I was literally thinking of rewatching your video on liver flushes once I got back and here you are talking about it. But if it's really something you have to do once a month I guess I'll have to wait until I got a home. Just to make sure I don't end up having to do one on the busy days of getting my new home ready. I don't really like putting it off since I'm caring more and more about my health, but I want to make sure it doesn't end up causing extra stress on top of other things. I've been gaining a lot of awareness on just how sensitive I am emotionally, and kind of need to find a new way of approaching things with that in mind. Just trying to not take on too much at once. Even if I really want to do these liver flushes.

Plans? Never liked making those anyway. Always kinda decide in the moment, and rarely more than a week ahead of time. The only thing Mercury retrograde brought me so far is a phonecall from my aunt. Even while still living with my mom I kinda broke contact with my family, only seeing them when they were invited to the house or when needing to sign papers for an inheritance. I didn't even recognize her until she said it was her. Since she came in like that I guess I have some shadow work to do on my family? Not sure how to start though. To me staying in touch with the family feels like staying in touch with a classmate from highschool of whom I never got to know more than their name. I don't really have a reason to push them away and tell them "don't ever talk to me again" but at the same time them trying to stay in touch is a pain in the ass. Like why the fuck you here? I don't know you. I got my own life to live and it's not really any of your business. : / Family. The overvalued free birth gift.

Ugh I really want to go to one of those curveball retreats but I have quite a few reasons for not wanting to fly anywhere for the immediate future so all I can do is hope she comes to belgium sometime soon. Costa Rica sounds fun though. Maybe after I get my local shit dealt with I'll take my chance, even if she's come here before that.

Changing my name is definitely on my plans. The video stopped twice at 5:24.

Just got premium and looking through all these videos. This one really helped me. I worked through this and along the way I realized I could get everything I ever wanted from my mom out of a cat. No wonder she refuses to allow a cat in the house.