My heart says the same thing. Don’t think I’m ready for something like that. Been through too much and I’m still processing the welter of emotion. Pretty sure Teal gets that I have a past tented dark and she won’t let me too close before I’m ready. Now if I could get past that resistance... Hey, can we rent room and board there during some down time? You know, just be present for the day to day, live. I’ve done spiritual work my whole life. While I really look forward to doing some there, I don’t really need Philia for that kind of thing. A comfortable place I where I can just be, relax, and recharge would be priceless. Hardly feel human at times these days.