Online Workshop - Aug 12 2018 - Part 2/2

00:00 CP AND DREAMS. After doing lots of CP and partswork, I notice that my dreamworld changes dramatically. Is it because my internal parts unite and therefore different perspectives blend together?

00:34 ANXIETY. I am struggling with intense anxiety, panic and obsessive thoughts. However, I cannot bring myself to do CP or shadow work relative to this anxiety, because I am so afraid of completely losing control if I attempt surrender.

01:38 MONEY. What is money a mirror of? There's a lack of money in my life right now and I'd like to understand why.

05:15 COOSING A MEDICAL SOLUTION. My doctor suggests I look into testosterone replacement therapy. I really struggle with insomnia, which depletes testosterone. I struggle to do all the lifestyle things that naturally replentish testosterone due to the sleep deprivation. Vicious cycle. Is it time for a medical solution?

07:09 VIDEO GAMES. How do I tell the difference between genuine joy of playing video games or using them to escape my reality?

11:05 CHANNELING VS PROJECTION. I recently tried to channel my partner's pain (chronic body pain). It went too well, I experienced being a child and being sexually molested. My partner does not recognize this situation happening to him. This is the first time I try this, could I have been channeling my own pain, instead of his?

13:25 RIGHT VS WRONG DECISION. How do you differentiate between making a right and wrong decision? Especially in business. Does it always have to feel good for you to know it’s a right move?

16:43 Teal's story of her in kindergarden.

19:03 PHYSICAL AILMENTS. What is the collective group vibration?

20:28 WHEN IS BREAKING UP RIGHT. My boyfriend and I decided to break up last night. We were incompatible and growing in completely different directions for over a year, but it still really hurts. My question is, how can I know it was the right decision?

23:30 ACUPUNCTURE. Does acupuncture therapy and yoga help in healing or does it suppress the trauma?; Could you explain about acupuncture in healing emotional wounds?

29:40 NOT ABLE TO GET SEX. I have such an intense desire for sex (and a romantic relationship) but I am running dry and can't manifest ANYTHING good. If I can't have love, can't I at least get great sex, please?

32:26 INVOLUNTARILY CELIBATE. I'm living as an Incel (involuntarily celibate) which is the complete opposite of the life I want too live, the result is I feel dangerous to others and myself because of the immense feeling of pain. How do I stop this cycle?; I feel as if I am living my life as a Involunterary celibate, I struggle to find a woman, I'm emotionally starving. I also have an addicition to pornography that covers up my pain as I stay inside all the time instead of finding people. What should I do?

39:52 EGO WANTS TO BE GOOD. How do we let go of ego's control of being good, therefore deny ourself and our emotions and not act upon them? how do i change the constant selfcontrol pressure and be free?

41:20 INCOMPATIBILITY. If this world is a mirror, then why is incompatibility with people an issue? Does that mean I am incompatible with myself, or within me there is an aspect that is incompatible with who I am?

46:26 PUSH AND PULL IN RELATIONSHIPS. I found someone compatible to me and I was so happy, until this really strong split inside me came up that's so hurt and wants to push him away. I am sure this pain isn't about him or something he did, but it is so strong it makes me see him as a threat, i don't want to breakup, what do i do?

47:57 ECZEMA. I can't manage to heal eczema despite of eating mainly organic food (i was born asthmatic) , can you spot adequate remedies in my specific case?

51:45 UNCONDITIONAL PRESENCE VS BOUNDARIES. I find it very difficult as a CPCP to practice unconditional love/acceptance consistently when working with a friend who is consciously choosing to stay stuck in an abusive situation, and I've gave it to her straight about her enabling the abuse upon her children to continue all for the sake of hiding behind her fears and low self-worth since no one else dared to speak up. She is taking steps for herself, a severe codependent, and to be honest she knows it all deep inside and has confessed that. And most importantly she has children which really hurts me because I can see the trauma growing bigger and bigger around them whenever we meet. I have put a physical distance in order to not continue to make her feel like she is a bad parent and to honor my boundaries. But because we are close friends, I struggle to find a 'balance' between unconditionally being present with her pain and advocating for her to get out of abuse. I am patient and grateful that she is taking baby baby steps for herself like expressing her true feelings towards her partner, but sometimes I am annoyed and powerless that it is so slow moving. How do you deal with this?

56:25 I HATE MY MOTHER. Why can’t I stop hating my mother? I feel like I have healed a lot if wounds that are caused by her, but when I am with her I am in a state of resistance and I keep thinking hateful thoughts. She triggers me like all the time. I want to move on but I feel stuck.

1:26:40 Wrap up and announcements.


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How are some people able to write such long questions? It only allowed me a certain amount of characters. 

Also, if my question wasn’t picked to be answered, do you typically answer the unanswered on the next workshop?

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13 hours ago, J.Law said:

How are some people able to write such long questions? It only allowed me a certain amount of characters. 

Also, if my question wasn’t picked to be answered, do you typically answer the unanswered on the next workshop?

They took a few questions from the live chat :)

No, you have to resubmit it again. Otherwise we'd end up with a list of tens of thousands of questions if we just kept growing it...

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I always love stuff on the mother/daughter relationship. Especially when Graciela is involved. It's so good to hear of other women with this challenge only because it means I'm not alone. I think to change these paradigms we must leave the relationships in many cases, otherwise we won't expand. Thank you ❤️

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Thank you Teal & Graciela for answering my question. After a week of deep processing, my relationship with my mother has really shifted.  I can now accept the way my mother and our relationship is. Over the last couple of days, we actually had really good conversations and I can now set clear boundaries. The part of me that Graciela channeled gave me amazing insights. I have to give you big compliments you are amazing at this. Everything was on point! Again thank you so much❤️

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Dear Teal and wonderful team, Thank you so much for the replay of this online workshop. Incredibly helpfull. My mother died three years ago but spontanious healing took  place during watching and I got revealing Insights that are also helpfull in the relationships with other family members (brother, sisters). Thank you so much for all your uplifting and healing work. Thanxxx and big Hugs from the Netherlands... Ingrid

ps: go on Teal and you all??❤️ See you again in Europe

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On 8/24/2018 at 2:21 PM, Sanne Heart said:

Thank you Teal & Graciela for answering my question. After a week of deep processing, my relationship with my mother has really shifted.  I can now accept the way my mother and our relationship is. Over the last couple of days, we actually had really good conversations and I can now set clear boundaries. The part of me that Graciela channeled gave me amazing insights. I have to give you big compliments you are amazing at this. Everything was on point! Again thank you so much❤️

So glad you asked this question!! It really helped me in my own relationship with my mother. Thank you and I’m glad this helped you also ❤️

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WOW! This one was... amazingly... insightful, to me. So thank you to all of you who are contributing to this ! This is amazing ! ❤️ 

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Whoever asked the question about the Eczema sounds just like me. Needed to hear that 

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Don't know who asked the porn addiction question but I totally know how unbearable that is.

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Am 19.8.2018 um 10:25 schrieb GabijaCij:

They took a few questions from the live chat :)

No, you have to resubmit it again. Otherwise we'd end up with a list of tens of thousands of questions if we just kept growing it...

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On 8/24/2018 at 9:21 PM, Sanne Heart said:

Thank you Teal & Graciela for answering my question. After a week of deep processing, my relationship with my mother has really shifted.  I can now accept the way my mother and our relationship is. Over the last couple of days, we actually had really good conversations and I can now set clear boundaries. The part of me that Graciela channeled gave me amazing insights. I have to give you big compliments you are amazing at this. Everything was on point! Again thank you so much❤️

Thank you for asking, I have same problem with my mom and after this video I hope I will make some progress ❤️ 

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