Curveball Workshop - 2018 - Part 1/2

Hi there! This is NOT the full recording of the Curveball Retreat. These videos (Parts 1 and 2) feature only the small Q&A part of in the first two days of the retreat. Enjoy!

 

0:00 Disorganized attachment style - how to begin to heal?

2:20 DEMO: Why narcissists can benefit from loneliness.

6:60 Ready for a romantic relationship, but scared that there isn't enough time and space for it in my life.

11:40 How do I go from transactional to non-transactional relationships?

13:00 How can I connect to my creative energy? - Teal on inauthenticity, self-sacrifice and attachment to being "good".

15:10 Overlays

19:00 Soul forks &  dimensions

26:25 How to align 3rd dimensional and 11th dimensional truths

30:00 Source's intention for this Universe

32:50 Compatibility. How do you know if you're compatible or if you need to do more work?

38:05 Fetishes

42:55 What's the benefit of childhood trauma?

57:30 Choosing your life before incarnation

1:03:30 DEMO: Free Will. Also - why you always have belonging.

1:18:20 Teal's story of her first break through with forgiveness to her childhood abuser.

1:25:30 Why is sugar bad for us?

1:28:20 Resistance.

1:32:30 Resisting our resistance

1:33:50 What about when two people want the same thing but only one can get it?


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I would love to hear more about disorganized attachment.  I am dealing with it and am I a relationship. He is confused and I can’t explain myself well sometimes.  I feel I’m coming across as quite controlling but I just ask for space and certainty.  It’s hard for him to do this sometimes and if he goes outside of it I freak out.  I can’t contain my emotions.  I’ve just moved into my own place and am starting to see how I speak to myself more clearly and it is so unbelievably harsh and strict.  It’s very difficult to live with.  I don’t know how to integrate it most of the time because it’s so rigid.  

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This is a treat, Teal, thank you. I am expansion and seek to expand at all times --- this is the next piece of the puzzle I needed to expand even further. 

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I understand it's just Q&A part of Curve Ball Retreat, but why answers are cut into small pieces? It breaks my mind and there is no way to go deep and contemplate. Just jumping around.

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Lots of valuable thought there... but when there is nothing building up to it, going through the bushes to that one valuable sentence - then it's almost shallow, even though it is genius, but shallow. Wow, seems like the greatest insight I'm having out of this video is that boring stuff, which leads to the peak of fulfillment is somehow very valuable too! And I usually want to skip it! This video is the example of life, consisting of just moments of fulfillment. No sense in it at all!       

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On 5/24/2019 at 5:23 AM, Lisa Casey said:

I would love to hear more about disorganized attachment.  I am dealing with it and am I a relationship. He is confused and I can’t explain myself well sometimes.  I feel I’m coming across as quite controlling but I just ask for space and certainty.  It’s hard for him to do this sometimes and if he goes outside of it I freak out.  I can’t contain my emotions.  I’ve just moved into my own place and am starting to see how I speak to myself more clearly and it is so unbelievably harsh and strict.  It’s very difficult to live with.  I don’t know how to integrate it most of the time because it’s so rigid.  

I’m also going through this very thing right now. I have a disorganized attachment as well, with very intense avoidant tendencies a lot of the time. I would sooooo love to hear Teal speak more about this, as I’m sure it would benefit so many of us ❤️

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On 5/29/2019 at 4:36 AM, Amairani said:

I’m also going through this very thing right now. I have a disorganized attachment as well, with very intense avoidant tendencies a lot of the time. I would sooooo love to hear Teal speak more about this, as I’m sure it would benefit so many of us ❤️

The stockholm workshop will give you a lot of insight!! She speaks about this in depth!

I am sooo in aw of your wisdom Teal. Nothing, nobody comes even close to how tour words resonate deeply.

you DO speak objective truth. That is so obvious to me.

i wonder if people actually realize how wise you really are. I know you have human shadows, You have human ego, ofcourse you do (and explain why that is important to even be able to relate to people), but besides that,in moments like this, I see source it self speak to you.

You are a gift.

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"I am enjoying the shadow work, but it is unpleasant as it happens". ? sir, you have spoken such a deep statement, it touched my soul and made me giggle. I can relate. 

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