Teal you look bomb in that dress. Aside from that, awakening through the way of the cross is something I'm noticing a lot too

I don't know if it's out of empathy, but I begun crying when she said "and there are many people making that decision [to die]" in the end... It's like an internal 'no... Don't do that!' If any of you reading this attended the previous online workshop and did the group exercise, this just might be what Teal meant there with denial of your current reality. 

On 12/1/2017 at 1:47 PM, Heidi Havula said:

I don't know if it's out of empathy, but I begun crying when she said "and there are many people making that decision [to die]" in the end... It's like an internal 'no... Don't do that!' If any of you reading this attended the previous online workshop and did the group exercise, this just might be what Teal meant there with denial of your current reality. 

Yeah, it was a shock to me too, I also felt kinda contradictory. Mostly i felt fear, because i can end up there too... But yeah. It kinda sucks to hear that, the truth you know, that human consciousness might dissapear, but it's also a boost, to keep on awakening... 

On 17.12.2017 at 7:49 PM, Mai-da said:

Yeah, it was a shock to me too, I also felt kinda contradictory. Mostly i felt fear, because i can end up there too... But yeah. It kinda sucks to hear that, the truth you know, that human consciousness might dissapear, but it's also a boost, to keep on awakening... 

I think not everyone will, look how fast veganism boosted itself in markets. And also knowing at least a fraction of what Teal teaches is a sign your ego might worry, but I doubt it will hit you. Well, I cannot know, but I'm deducting.

13 minutes ago, Heidi Havula said:

I think not everyone will, look how fast veganism boosted itself in markets. And also knowing at least a fraction of what Teal teaches is a sign your ego might worry, but I doubt it will hit you. Well, I cannot know, but I'm deducting.

Yeah, well observed. Thank you! 

21 minutes ago, Mai-da said:

Yeah, well observed. Thank you! 

It was like a flash in Finland  No problem, dear one!

This one really hit home. Coming to terms with the FACT that what you want you won't ever get is tough

What does this mean? I don't get it. 

I was in this exact position about a year ago. It was really terrible!! I just sought out a professional cuddler at the time just to get my contact needs met. But I can give a ray of hope: The moment I started getting in touch with my emotions, my need for physical touch went down drastically. I became busier doing integration work and now I don't think I'm touch starved!

Wow 2012 was when my life started to go down the rabbit hole. So maybe there is something to this. I feel pretty woke now.  I'm hope to reintegrate back into the world.