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My oldest human memory used to be flying in the back of a woman with blonde hair being literally drown to her ... and then I was in her wumb.

Best part of my human life ever... I miss my mom horribly, she was my only family and a true soulmate.

Been 3 years since she's gone and I am still angry, lost and desperate at the same time with her departure.

I have to admit, I always thought there must be better worlds to live in and once one of my guides told me this was my very fisrt incarnation as a 3d being, hence the crazy story of my "life"...

I am not in a very good place right now... I am losing my apartment. Broke up with my BF for his abusive and violent behavior... But I am afraid I still miss him even if I shouldn't for what he's done to me is just unacceptable.

I so need to try and focus on myself, but love is in my veins and the lack of it AND the lack of a family really don't motivate me to stay on this plane...

 

What I wanted to share is I think when I heard the Earth call and howl in cry for outer help, my soul fled here to chose my Mom as a womb. My soulmate in the stars. 

Oh, jeeez...

Wanted to write a poem at first but this is what came out of me...

Time to let the rivers flow now

Love you all

 

Deneb

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Your words are very pleasing to the ear despite your pain.

I spent the majority of my life in one isolation or another servicing my pain. One day a very special person conveyed that it was OK for me to be me.
Eventually, I became open to a certain kind of  people I had been avoiding all my life. I no longer try to fit in, play a role, or project the outcome.

Embracing the future is not leaving anyone behind... they've been here all along.

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3 hours ago, Pecos said:

Your words are very pleasing to the ear despite your pain.

I spent the majority of my life in one isolation or another servicing my pain. One day a very special person conveyed that it was OK for me to be me.
Eventually, I became open to a certain kind of  people I had been avoiding all my life. I no longer try to fit in, play a role, or project the outcome.

Embracing the future is not leaving anyone behind... they've been here all along.

thank you Pecos

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