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How to get over the Ex in more ways than one

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How to get over the Ex in more ways than one

I'm in a tricky complicated relationship where my partner has her Ex which she was with for ten years married and through some ups and downs. He is the father of two of her children and she recently admitted sleeping with him and lying to me about being separated. So, she was sleeping with the both of us and living a secret life without the other knowing. She told me she did this out of pity for him and that I meant more... now, his mother is dying and he suffers mental illness and everyone around her is pushing her to support him. He loves her and she is probably still romantically involved behind my back and I've tried to leave her but the sheer fear of heartbreak allows me the need or want to keep making up with her. My heart tells me it's a bad situation but my loneliness keeps dragging me back to her. She can't objectively be in love with two men at the same time surely one would be chosen but her weakness allows dictation of path. I want to secretly move on and forget her but the pain gnaws... any advice? 

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On 05/08/2017 at 10:11 AM, hanging buoy said:

My heart tells me it's a bad situation but my loneliness keeps dragging me back to her. She can't objectively be in love with two men at the same time surely one would be chosen but her weakness allows dictation of path. I want to secretly move on and forget her but the pain gnaws... any advice? 

It sounds like you have conflict within yourself (your will) between multiple desires: the desire to remain connected and the desire to be apart from this person.

The desire to be connected is necessary to fulfill your need for human companionship; your desire for separation perhaps fulfils the need to take control and progress the situation so that you can create a manifestation of the separation you feel already must exist for this person to love someone else (as well)... 

You might find it helpful to try and work out an alternative way your need for companionship (aka the antidote to loneliness) to be met.

If you get the needs met which you are currently are via this person in another way--- plus if you figure out the shadow reasons to why you unconsciously benefit from being part of this drama, i.e. if you figure out why it is a situation that you are a match to (perhaps by being 'good' by being the victim, or it mirroring a childhood parental dynamic where you were lied to and felt unloved)- this may help you become 'unstuck'.   

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Hello Teal and Teal family,

I constantly find myself in unhealthy romantic relationships. I am 35 years old and pregnant with my first child. My boyfriend has went "missing" a few times, where I am unable to reach him. Just recently, he told me he had to pick some friends up from the airport which was yesterday afternoon. I have not heard from him since, though I've called, emailed, and instagramed him. I feel so shaken and mislead. I truly believed he was the "one" because our connection is deeper than anything I have experienced thus far. Should I part from him? I truly want to be with a partner who loves me and values me and treats me well. I believed he loved me and wanted to be with me because I felt it from his energy. But, his actions are proving otherwise. Please give me some guidance, some help to make sense of it all. Why do I always find myself at this place with men? I give my all and want the same in return, but it is just not happening for me.

 

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On 8/5/2017 at 11:11 AM, hanging buoy said:

How to get over the Ex in more ways than one

I'm in a tricky complicated relationship where my partner has her Ex which she was with for ten years married and through some ups and downs. He is the father of two of her children and she recently admitted sleeping with him and lying to me about being separated. So, she was sleeping with the both of us and living a secret life without the other knowing. She told me she did this out of pity for him and that I meant more... now, his mother is dying and he suffers mental illness and everyone around her is pushing her to support him. He loves her and she is probably still romantically involved behind my back and I've tried to leave her but the sheer fear of heartbreak allows me the need or want to keep making up with her. My heart tells me it's a bad situation but my loneliness keeps dragging me back to her. She can't objectively be in love with two men at the same time surely one would be chosen but her weakness allows dictation of path. I want to secretly move on and forget her but the pain gnaws... any advice? 

Can a woman love several men at the same time: the answer is a big YES from my side. She will feel involved whenever closer to one of you two.

Can she love the 2 of you at the same time?

Yes.

Can she love the 2 of you exactly the same? 

Maybe she can, maybe not.

Both are valid options!

So, what are you supposed to do?

I would say do what feels best for you -the guts,your guts already have a clue about this.

love and cheers,

Deneb

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