Meike

Looking for a completion process practionior for the following issue

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Hi there.

I am not too sure if I should directly state what my Problem is, but I have the Feeling that if I don't mention it here, that I might not attract the right practionor for me. 

I have suffered from severe Dissociation and Traumata due to stemming from a highly war traumatized Family. My Father was in Dresden during the Hiroshima-like bombing in the second world war when he was 3 years old and I grew up with such a traumatized father who drank a lot of alcohol and wasn't really approachable, yet taught me all his traumatized behavior including sexual abuse and overstepping boundaries. 

I basically only know traumata and tried to find help since I was a Teenager, but most Therapists retraumatised me by giving me Diagnosis's instead of real help.

I am so grateful to have found Teal Swans work which focuses on severe PTSD and am now looking for a practionier who can help me and guide me out of my fragmented and dissociative state. I would also be grateful to work with different people as some might specialise in healing sexual abuse whereas others might know more about Dissociation. 

I am so looking forward to help, you cannot imagine how much. Because I really want to live!

 

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On 9/23/2016 at 3:36 AM, Meike said:

Hi there.

I am not too sure if I should directly state what my Problem is, but I have the Feeling that if I don't mention it here, that I might not attract the right practionor for me. 

I have suffered from severe Dissociation and Traumata due to stemming from a highly war traumatized Family. My Father was in Dresden during the Hiroshima-like bombing in the second world war when he was 3 years old and I grew up with such a traumatized father who drank a lot of alcohol and wasn't really approachable, yet taught me all his traumatized behavior including sexual abuse and overstepping boundaries. 

I basically only know traumata and tried to find help since I was a Teenager, but most Therapists retraumatised me by giving me Diagnosis's instead of real help.

I am so grateful to have found Teal Swans work which focuses on severe PTSD and am now looking for a practionier who can help me and guide me out of my fragmented and dissociative state. I would also be grateful to work with different people as some might specialise in healing sexual abuse whereas others might know more about Dissociation. 

I am so looking forward to help, you cannot imagine how much. Because I really want to live!

 

Hey, I was also wanting to find a practitioner but had no idea were to go, or how to become a practitioner in the future. I read your post a few days ago and today I stumbled on a video were teal has a list of practitioners down below, here's a link to the video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXi7vcnvl5c

 

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On 9/23/2016 at 2:36 AM, Meike said:

I am so looking forward to help, you cannot imagine how much. Because I really want to live!

@Meike

I so feel your pain and your desire to live.  I am a certified practitioner and I would love to talk to you.  I am not recommending myself, even though I do specialize in integrating sexual trauma.  I just want to understand your situation, and I sense I may be able to guide you to a practitioner who is a good match for you.

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18 hours ago, Amazawa said:

@Meike

I so feel your pain and your desire to live.  I am a certified practitioner and I would love to talk to you.  I am not recommending myself, even though I do specialize in integrating sexual trauma.  I just want to understand your situation, and I sense I may be able to guide you to a practitioner who is a good match for you.

Hello, thanks for answering. You are the only one that has answered me on a Trauma Website. Thats sad, yet at least there is one ;-) I am used to it. People talk about rescuing the world and people, yet when it comes to it, do nothing. They want to live a relaxed Life without diving into such Horror Ive witnessed. 

Would be lovely if you could help me. I surely can't do it alone. 

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27 minutes ago, Meike said:

Would be lovely if you could help me. I surely can't do it alone. 

I will help you.  I will send you a PM so we can connect live.  Please look in your inbox here.

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