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  2. Britton

    @my-alteregos-and-meYou may have to watch a collection of videos from her before you catch all that you need to understand not that she doesn't try to explain that but that its hard to understand concepts if you don't have the prerequisite information. It takes specific examples to find exactly where you are. Ya know what I mean? Shadow work starts with meditation though. Find the space between your thoughts. Then ask yourself literally anything. See what pops up. Ask if its true. Ask what the first time you felt this was and well you probably know how that works, so releasing resistance is the same type of process. Just as you can not rush healing, you can not resist resistance. So you must find out what you need. You cant force yourself to be okay with something you are not okay with. Teal this isn't just a Seattle thing. I feel it everywhere I go as well. I feel them pulling themselves in so many directions that they can't focus. Waging wars within themselves that they have no hope of winning. They have convinced themselves that we are fighter and while we are very courageous we are mostly here because of love. We got as far as we are because we believed in a cause not because we fought our way here. But the fight would mean nothing without the cause and the cause nothing without the fight. Both live in harmony with each other swinging off of the momentum of this connection and opposition. Owning your resistance is different than resisting it. Knowing what you desire is a completely different vibration from resisting what is stopping your desire. If you focus to much on the problems it can be hard to find solutions. People can tell you what they want but if you really wanna get them going ask them what they don't want If they'd fix the perspective they'll find the answers you seek Say I prefer Rather than I don't want Focus on your desire and not what holds you from it and watch how the universe responds I bet its with the same respect you are giving You are the universe after all you want to give yourself everything you desire you just gotta figure out how you want to do it You're just setting up your preferences after that its almost all flow with no ebb the ebb is just asking you questions dont get to frustrated
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  4. my-alteregos-and-me

    I feel really overstrained and frightened. Im most of the time a bit confused about how to do all of this internal work in practical ways for resolving the resistance. Thats very frustrating, too! That also feels like opposition and efford and i feel very threatened and preshured to do it, otherwise i will be screwed and my life will get even worse and more of the hell it already is and so on... i feel really threatened and preshured by the universe and yes it feels like: whatever we are doing, its just not enough or not right enough... i wish Teal could release more videos on the HOWs, how to do the work, even more than she already has. more practical examples, just more help on how to do it in practical terms and a little hopespending motivational stuff. I feel really overstrained with all of this and sometimes like the biggest failure. Her videos are great and informative, but the how is often enough too abstract in my oppinion.
  5. Poem before I think to much and delete it lol Pause in this moment to breathe and take a little time to rest We keep our hearts upon our sleeves although they're safer in our chests We where no masks We'll take no tests We know the path They read in texts We make the maps They find the X So do the math What happens next?
  6. toemilyjune

    Day 264 of 365 'What Would Someone Who Loves Themselves Do?' I'm enjoying not riding my ass about what I think I should be eating and just savoring what I do. It's a huge break for me.
  7. Day 264 of 365 'What Would Someone Who Loves Themselves Do?'

    I'm enjoying not riding my ass about what I think I should be eating and just savoring what I do. It's a huge break for me. 

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  9. Ptolemy

    Bitch yes!!
  10. Selena Martell

    if I match up to her I raise my cognitive ability
  11. Britton

    thank you i think my heart wanted to speak so I gave it the mic :P
  12. Garnet

    Beautiful 🙏
  13. Please Listen to Your Heart I feel the world as thoroughly as I can with as much awareness as I have in the moment Constant growth being a venue for deeper understanding Creates this feeling of endless learning and expansion The more you learn the more you realize you dont know anything yet Some are going to see this through more pain-filled eyes then myself But for me this is what drives me It gives me hope As if I remember We came here to find ourselves in the dark So that we can see what the light really looks like I am not going to say I don't feel the fear that the rest of us feel just that my hearts bravery overcomes that fear on a regular basis I ask that you see yourself as the light As you watch yourself grow brighter and realize that you are casting the shadows Understand that we are all here doing the same Know that you are not alone in your struggles Many have already "found themselves" only to realize how much more room there is from that perspective and get lost in their new dark We are all still right here with you You are loved You are exactly where you need to be Seeing exactly what you need to see So that you can become your true self The highest honor we could have is to be graced with your full embodiment Allow yourself to love and be loved again You are closer to perfect than you give yourself credit for You are not the only one who gets down on themselves We all have things that eat away at us but if we listen to our heart we will be moved forward We will start to rise up and become what we always wanted The more we can feel The more we can heal From one bleeding heart to another You are both my inspiration and my tourniquet My love grows brighter for me for you for us As we heal together I hope we realize this is our home and these are our people therefore our problems and our shadows must be owned together because that is the only space we can heal from Connection is key
  14. Teal

    Like so much of the Western United States, Seattle is shrouded in white-gray wildfire smoke. The sunlight penetrates it like splinters. It does not feel like the same shimmering city by the sea. I visited one of my favorite restaurants in the world, which happens to be here, called Mai Thaiku. It is a little Thai restaurant in what feels like a residential neighborhood. A good friend dragged me there years ago. He told me that the food there is so good that you actually can’t hold a conversation while eating it. When I first tasted the food, I could not believe it. If food is a certain level of excellence, it makes me shed tears. True to form, my eyes started welling up with tears. The flavors are so all consuming and pleasurable that they suck you inside yourself. They paralyze you. You feel the food in all of your senses like you have come alive but at the same time; you cannot interact with the world. It never matters who I take to Mai Thaiku, they always have the same experience. Once the food gets to the table, as if everyone has taken a shamanic medicine instead of eaten food, a silence falls over everyone. As everyone eats, they close their eyes in ecstasy and breathe in as if trying to inhale the food at the same time as taste it. If I learned that I was only going to live for a month, one of the things I would do is fly to Seattle to eat my two favorite dishes at the restaurant, Authentic Pad Thai and Red Coconut Curry. I took a Hop On Hop Off Bus Tour around the city in order to get an energetic look at the people. I usually love those kinds of tours because they usually consist of an overload of historical information and city facts that I love. But the bus tours are no longer like that. They are literally nothing more than an advertisement opportunity for local companies. The drivers now shamelessly sell restaurant after restaurant, shop after shop and tourist attraction after tourist attraction as if directly reading a marketing blurb submitted for Television. As a business owner myself, it makes perfect sense. A part of me is thinking, “Well that was a genius idea”. As a customer, part of me is thinking, “Did I just get on a city tour bus or sign up for an infomercial tour? If you want to spend a day being driven from tourist site to tourist site and getting on and off at will, it is a great idea. What it did allow me to do is to survey the city both on a physical and non physical level. Several unusual things were taking place in Seattle this past weekend, including a huge hemp festival and to the opposite side of the social spectrum, a pro gun rally. I was unfortunate enough to end up being stopped right in the middle of it… Essentially a furious collection of the kind of ultra right wing Americans who scare the crap out of other Americans. For someone who tends to swing more towards the left of American society, it was truly a strange feeling. For a second you are feeling curious about what the buzz is all about and then after the shock of reading two or three posters settles in, you get that sinking feeling that you have just wandered into the wrong side of town. It is what I would imagine it feels like to be an albino animal that suddenly realized it walked straight out onto the savanna. I could feel my body freeze, hoping that at that moment (in the middle of an angry mob) I wouldn’t be recognized as someone from the ‘enemy camp’. The dominant positive and negative vibrations of a city do not usually change. They tend to be incredibly fixed patterns inherent in the people and the place itself. The dominant positive vibration of the Seattle is still the same (discernment). But the dominant negative vibration of Seattle (annoyed) is being overtaken by another frequency. And not for the better I fear. The exasperation and irritation that is so inherent to the collective is sinking into a shade of futility. If a person is irritated, it means that they have expectations that are not being met. The irritation is like a last stand for what someone wants to have happen. But if that irritation leads to nothing more than just revved engines against a brick wall, at a certain point people give up. But they give up with a real resentment for the way things are. Since I was here last, it is a real feeling amongst the people of Seattle that what each individual is wanting is just never going to happen. This feeling is like the first cobblestone on a road towards depression. I am wondering if this trend is not just isolated specifically to Seattle, but might be an energetic epidemic that is rippling out across the human collective. There is a real resentment developing for the way things are. As the frequency of this universe is increasing and consciousness itself is expanding, what is occurring is an energetic cross roads between all opposites. Darkness and light, conscious and unconscious, love and fear for example. It is no longer an option at this crossroads to continue on in an un-integrated state. It is no longer possible to bulldoze our own fear. It is no longer an option to operate despite our unconsciousness. This means that the polarization within us will stop us dead in our tracks. We must face it directly and resolve the ‘split’ within us in order to be able to move forward at all. For this reason, so many people are feeling more ‘prevented’ and ‘opposed’ than ever. And because this universe is operated according to the law of mirroring, this internal resistance will reflect in the outside world. Meaning we will meet with serious opposition outside as well and not be aware that it is a reflection of the internal opposition that exists. Needless to say, if a person has no awareness of what is happening with this crossroads within the universe, it simply feels like one is stuck and as if forward movement (so as to create what you want) is impossible. This feels really, really unfair. It creates a sense of futility and disillusionment with life itself. When we are trying to get what we want or when we are trying to heal, any force that opposes our healing or opposes us getting what we want is going to cause us incredible amounts of pain. What we do when we feel this opposition either internally or externally is that we try to push through it. We ignore it. We do not deal with the resistance directly. Because of this, we actually enhance the resistance because we are in fact resisting our resistance. We are also wasting lots of energy this way and getting nowhere. Just like a bad game of tug of war or when two people paddle in two different directions, we end up stuck or spinning in circles or having to put forth so much effort to try to get where we want to go or get what we want that we eventually give up. If I had one message for the people of Seattle and more than that, one message for the human collective at this time it is: The time has come to directly face and resolve resistance; the internal opposition within you. .embed-container { position: relative; padding-bottom: 56.25%; height: 0; overflow: hidden; max-width: 100%; } .embed-container iframe, .embed-container object, .embed-container embed { position: absolute; top: 0; left: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%; }
  15. Anja Marie

    Hi Teal, Some thoughts that emerged while reading this: Since the beginning of time, beings carrying the light incarnated to bring it down to the humans on planet earth. Their message was able to light the fire in many souls, while others would decide to kill those carriers of the light. This was the story of many prophets and other famous examples. Some centuries ago, "witches" were still burnt at the stake. Nowadays (but still depending on the culture we were born in), we can luckily not condemn someone to death that easily. The methods have changed but the aim is still the same: to harm someone at a point that it puts them to silence, deep crisis etc. So no matter what you do, no matter what you say, they will always find something in the aim of harming you deeply and create fear of you and around you. But I guess you knew all this before you incarnated and learning to accept those circumstances is probably part of your soul’s mission. Who is responsible for the life and decisions of others? And who can change anything in the life of someone else? We can only try to light the fire of hope, of the will that can enable them change their lives, but whatever the person seeking help is doing with our work is never in our hands. If someone is asking for help and it feels like they need help, I will always try to help them. If I have the feeling that a person is not seriously looking for help but mainly crying for attention (without realizing it themselves), I have to decide whether I want to give in or not. At the moment, it still happens that I am getting trapped but I am working on it as I am aware that manipulation only works when both parts are willing to play the game: the manipulator and the one who allows to be manipulated. I do not want to be manipulated and even less by someone who is obviously trying to manipulate. So I am learning to no longer enter that game. Who knows if a person who is threatening to commit suicide will actually commit suicide? And who will be responsible if a person who is threatening to commit suicide will commit suicide? In my eyes, no matter what we do, no matter what we have been through: we are entirely responsible for our own lives, any single one of us, including all of our actions, thoughts and feelings. Do you want to carry your career around suicide? If not, why would you allow others to turn it around suicide? You have rectified in public what has been said about you: you have done your part. Those who want to hear it, will hear it – those who do not want to hear it never will. People who want to harm you will always find something to harm you, using all their strategies to bring you down. But the people really looking for light, for help, for a way out will never care about what the haters and medias say, they will go to find their own opinion and take what is best for them to help them change. So to put things in a positive way: the campaigns of the people who want to harm you are helping to make a selection between those who are decided to make a change in their lives and those who allow fear to take over the responsibility for their own lives. It separates the wheat from the chaff.
  16. ataylor

    The people are so funny in Sydney!
  17. Queen Cleopatra

    Fragmentation video Hello, Can someone help me with the process of doing the 'aspect channelling' myself, which part asks the questions? If i am possessed by a part of me I cannot switch over to conscious mind to ask questions. Any other ways of doing this? I don't mind if it's not writing as long as it's a self practise. Thanks, Queen C
  18. ataylor

    oh how I love parts work!
  19. Luiza

    Hi Kris 👋 I have been in your space and I know it is not easy. I would suggest to first accept that you are not feeling feminine. Don’t jump straight to the solution because you are resisting the fact that you cannot feel feminine itself. It’s ok not to feel feminine if that’s the way you feel. (Why would that be so bad to not feel feminine?) Nothing wrong with that. The rest will follow as you accept this reality first. Then do the completion process. My love is with you 🌸💓😀
  20. Manifesting Better Mental Health With Behavior Ted Talk Neuroplasticity https://youtu.be/LNHBMFCzznE
  21. Han Solo

    Hey, Kris! You already identified the reason why you can't do it, and that's exactly because you don't feel good enough. There are some issues going on inside you that need resolve, or you either won't be able to go forward, or fall back to this exact point. The thing that is telling you that you are not good enough, that's the ego, a survival mechanism that learns and adapts to the environment and signals you what it thinks are the best choices to survive. Ego however, has many issues, namely that by resolving issues, it is no longer needed and dies, so it will continue to seek out a new issue that it can continue to serve a role. For girls insecure about their bodys and tuned into ego-protection, you can see how this will lead to an utter catastrophe. You have to let go off that judgement about yourself. Identify the voice that tells you that you are not good enough to do this, and you found the ego. You'll require to go into introperspective, and you have to dive into these feelings that you get, to get to the source of why you feel this way, and then let go of whatever happened there. I have included an example picture of a concept art, that I think captures femininity very well. Even though the girl has no hair, the look is very captivating. It highlights, that femininity is not what you achieve on the outside, but what you project outwards from the inside.
  22. Selena Martell

    Easy to Understand Philosophy to Teals Language when I first starting understanding Teals ideas it made sense but it caused me some fear.So I have been trying to come up with a new philosophy one that is beautiful, grounded and that is not so narrowly focused. I'm open to people expanding it though. I think it would help a lot of people and they might understand Teal better. Example understanding Oneness Death as a little kid I saw a frogs skeleton in the dirt. Creation Star dust is what made the other Planets and Earth including everything that would be born and everything would be created.
  23. More Divine Feminine PLEASE Hello, I want to get in touch with my Divine Feminine but for some reason... I feel like I am not allowed. I feel like I hold myself back when it comes to beauty. I try to do my hair but … the simply task makes me feel stupid like I am a little girl playing dress up. I am 23, so I am a grown woman... but somehow I don't feel like I am... I still feel like a little girl. I have no idea why. I;ve re-watched Teals Divine Feminine videos over and over and over but I just don't feel good enough to actually try to be feminine. I have no idea how to channel my own personal Divine feminine. I love watching Teal because I feel like she has mastered it for herself and I want that too but I want it in my own way like not a rip off of Teal if that makes sense. I just.. I just don't feel pretty enough to be feminine... What should I do?
  24. toemilyjune

    Day 263 of 365 'What Would Someone Who Loves Themselves Do?' Show myself respect by taking better care of my finances. The last two days I have been tracking all my spending and planning for the future. I've seen amazing spikes in money out the door based on my stress level and feeling a little better. I'm living an old pattern I now get to analyze with new eyes. I don't have all the solutions yet. I'm just hoping to be down a credit card bill by January of 2019 when a crazy %24.6 interest rate kicks in. No thank you. How does one begin to save when they don't even know how they are getting by now? When I'm done focusing on this, it's onto ways to make money independently.
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    Day 263 of 365 'What Would Someone Who Loves Themselves Do?'

    Show myself respect by taking better care of my finances. The last two days I have been tracking all my spending and planning for the future. I've seen amazing spikes in money out the door based on my stress level and feeling a little better. I'm living an old pattern I now get to analyze with new eyes. I don't have all the solutions yet. I'm just hoping to be down a credit card bill by January of 2019 when a crazy %24.6 interest rate kicks in. No thank you. How does one begin to save when they don't even know how they are getting by now? When I'm done focusing on this, it's onto ways to make money independently. 

    1. Pastor George

      Pastor George

      "I'm living an old pattern I now get to analyze with new eyes." Yes! so much of what we think of as irrational thinking and behavior is not illogical but caused by misperception. My view of reality is skewed by the dysfunctional patterns I learned growing up or later in life and just like learning an attitude of gratitude I now have to question my views on everything and realize how I see things and how my perception can change to show me how things can be rather than how I've always assumed they are.

    2. toemilyjune

      toemilyjune

      Ain't that the hard truth. I'm in the same boat. Those old perceptions trigger me daily and being close to my partner calls for consistent reexamination of unreasonable judgements on myself and him. At least we are moving forward. :) 

    3. Pastor George

      Pastor George

      I think its a very familiar boat but we keep paddling.

  26. a.) I think a good explanation of the subjective would include mention of observation—that if you are gazing at a star, that light that you are seeing could not have traveled the hundreds of lightyears unless you looked at it. Radical, yes, but a valid philosophical perspective. The falling tree that no one sees or hears never fell or even existed. Something like that. b.) I think the fundamental question is do we derive facts from values or values from facts (or a third possibility)? Is it even possible to perceive facts without an a priori framework of intention/usefulness? c.) Teal means something else when she mentions the multiple dimensional reality. She is referring to the different levels of analysis that comprise our time-space experience. The broadest level of analysis is Oneness/Source perspective/the highest dimension in whatever is your preferred numerical system and consists of infinity and has no boundaries. The "lowest" level consists of finiteness, so, fear, lack, threat, harm, and therefore the possibility of establishing personal boundaries. And then there is every level in between which is technically a higher density or frequency of light each "level" up. But, primarily, Teal just means that reality is split into these different perspectives and so, most things are true and also not true at the same time-space. It is simultaneously quite beneficial to establish healthy personal boundaries, and also there is no such thing as boundaries, silly billy.
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