Ask Yourself...

On 12/27/2021 at 8:56 AM, Lesa Spravka said:

A great, dedicated, loving partner. 

Heya partner would bring you closer to your roots ie. Friends and family. 

On 11/3/2020 at 2:06 AM, Sarah Mohamed said:

Freedom 

From?

On 7/27/2021 at 6:30 AM, SophiaCreatrix said:

I would be willing to loose everything for perfect health. From a space of perfect health in mind, body, and spirit I would be able to actually have meaningful connections with people in my life. I do not feel like I have this right now.

I would rather not give up something valuable in order to have something else valuable. That's compromise.. and Teal says no no for compromise.

Authenticity.

Nothing is lost if this is there

Nothing, I'm not willing to lose my kids!

Absolutely nothing, being alone forever without connection is my greatest fear. What a nightmare it would be to give up all this love

IF the Source is real, for it to "die" somehow so all of the pointlessness of everything ends.

Every human is just a narcissistic reproduction of the most high abuser which is the Source. I do not believe for a second that the Source is capable of love if it allows such suffering, it cannot feel and is too disconnected. It is a large broken singularity just watching other singularities meaningless lives of brokenness and suffering. Energy and emotions are quite meaningless in truth. The point is there is not a point. 

Why ... there is just too much suffering and disconnection and lack of genuine expansion for the Source to be considered a positive entity. 

If the Source is real it may feel it matters because humans nervous systems and conciousness does not want to die, in objective truth if the Source did not exist all of the massive suffering and minimal positive, which most people exaggerate anyway, would be gone.

Just sucks knowing you cannot escape, maybe the Source does feel that way. 

Me, myself and I

Well depends…closeness comes and goes and returns too. Like the tide.

Nice! For a change, something easy to answer. For the one I truly love I would give up everything. Even if that means stepping out of the door now, knowing, I'm never coming back.. And for her safety, losing a life itself (everything). Our time together, her love and her safety is all I could ever wish for.

I would give it all up for the release of suffering that death promises. 

True Astral projection 

A truly compatible partner

Its like laurin hill once sang, i gotta find peace of mind. Personal souvrainity, independence, freedom, no responsibilitys, 

My son

nothing else

Mental health

I want to feel blissful in my body not full of shame, not full of pain. 

Putting most spiritual leaders/gurus/teachers in solitary confinement for life with monthly torture sessions. 

Nothing.

I wouldn't give up the connection I have to my loved ones for anything. 

The only thing that kept coming forward is that how could I lose my close friends and family for something when they are the only ones that matter to me? There is nothing I want more than my connection to others. Nothing else matters.  

Getting this question when tempted to take a risk regarding the most important thing in my life for the sake of clarifying myself (a prerequisite to feeling connection for me)... thanks.

A different way of relating to myself and others. Humaness. More presence. A different way of relating to sensual experiences and sensations in my body. More courage to be more open and intimate. Less afraid. 

Edited August 28, 20242 yr by LucyMad
Because I only posted accidentally half a sentence

Actually talk, speak, sing with my actual voice. 

Not like this toned down "perfected" rational, smooth, put together, intensified, cold, clear, (not vulnerable), Version of my voice. That doesn't sound at all what I actually sound like.

Beeing myself. Not my father, not my mom, not my ex, not my baby daddy, not my brother, 

Just myself.

Loose my solidified walls to keep pain in......

To actually experience joy and gratitude in mondane, day to day life. 

And not apathy or greed.