That it needs to come in a specific way 

I need other people’s love approval attention and appreciation 

That I’ll lose something dear to me and it will ruin every waking moment of my life because it won’t be reversible? 

Money only needs to come ina specific way, like going to a job and wait fr eternity to save the money I need to make the changes. I don't think it is a belief, rather a reality. Feel free to shatter my reality.

parents are right about me 

I have no value et I'm nonexistant 

gives me total powerlessness 

no right to live 

I need ________ to be happy 

I’m gonna die 

I can’t handle it 

im always going to suffer no matter what I do without ever being able to escape 

________ is not gonna work/pan out

i can’t 

i will never 

I should be _________ 

The universe is against me. (felt like my parents were sabotaging my happiness)

You can't have everything

No pain no gain

That I'm not trustworthy, not to be depended on

"No1 cares abt me"

People I Love , need me To be there for them . As if I’m can’t have me and have you at the same time.

I had a belief that I should be mastering cooking in order to be loved

"i am not loved"

That I am not good enough

I don't deserve it. So bad things are going to happen if I get it. 
I need to be deserving before I get it.

That things that I want always turns out to be fake. That maybe it’s because I don’t deserve it. 

That i'm inadequate in every way.

That I’m not good enough... Therefore, I deserve to be punished. I’ve heard Teal say it’s a scapegoat, but I still haven’t found out what my core belief is.

That I'm selfish for doing what I want to do. 

That I am alone, and need to be alone in order to thrive on anything. Its actually holding me back.

Lack of leap of faith. To go into the wilderness alone.

Sometimes the belief that I was supposed to die.

Not wanting to hurt others.

Fears of spreading negativity to others.

Can not think of a thing to answer except this 

I am here only to serve others... it's the only way to be safe.

I know it's not true. But it's sneaky. 

That there's no meaning/purpose in life. And that I don't want anything really. Just enjoying the flow.

On 2/13/2021 at 2:22 AM, Karl Jung said:

The universe is against me. (felt like my parents were sabotaging my happiness)

Similar to the answer that came up for me.

> That the universe doesn’t actually want me to have to what I want. That I’m in a battle with a force much bigger than me and have to scrape and claw to have the life I want.

The feeling that someone will see me as i experience spiritual events. Shhhh im shy.